I have a date!!
WOO-HOO!!!!! Congrats, Trinity!!!
Actually, it's more normal to feel conflicting emotions than not. Don't worry and don't be too hard on yourself.
I was SO not nervous, just anxious to get on with my new life, but the morning of my surgery, my brother and niece and nephew called to wish me luck and tell me they loved me and I lost it!!!
But again, you'll be fine and in a couple of months, you'll look back and wonder where the time went!!
Congrats again!
Hugs,
Tia