I'm alive!

first of all....i want to thank each and every one of you who sent me PMs and emails and phone calls. i cried for 3 hours yesterday and a couple firends of mine gave me a much needed distraction and I am feeling much MUCH better now.

I don't know what it was yesterday that triggered the tailspin but it hit hard and fast....and thankfully I'm back up again. I can't thank you all enough for your words of encouragement.

Much love to everyone from me!

(((Aaron)))
Very glad to hear you are doing better. Take good care of yourself, OK? I know how tough all this can be. I'm here if you need a shoulder or an ear. I'm so happy that you had a good support around you and you got the distraction you needed.

Aaron:

I am so glad that you posted this morning.  I was really worried about you.  But, since I don't have your phone number, I could only send prayers for your safety.

Know that we are all here for you and that we really care about you.  So happy you are not going away and thankful for your friends who were with you yesterday.

Many hugs to you Aaron,

Deb

aaron, i actually woke up in the middle of the night and you came into my thoughts.  so, i said some prayers for you while trying to go back to sleep.  i am happy to see your post this morning.  before i lost my sister, she had many days like you described, even though she was medicated.  but honestly, i could always tell if she had not taken her medication.  as i said in the other thread, don't be afraid of remedies.  they work.

OMG!!!  Aaron I have been so worried about you! I don't think I have ever been so happy to see a post!!!!  I am so glad you are feeling better today, I know it can be hard I have been there. Please don't wait and let the feeling build up, let us know early on so we can help if we can.   Sending 

Big hugs to you
Terri

Thank God you posted:  I have been worried since  I read your original post first thing
this am.  Please know there is love and support on the boards :  and many of us
are just phone calls away =)

As far as your family and their  feeling about therapy :  hun I think they would rather
you be alive and in therapy rather then gone for good.

I would suggest Ranessa but she is a LSW and cann't perscribe meds :
Go please and talk to your PCP about meds :  I took Cymbalta for about
a year and a half and it worked the same postop as it did preop.

Take cae of yourself   you are an important member of the OH Family

Darla 

((((( Aaron )))))

Aaron I was up most of the night thinking of you.  I said a few prayers and asked God to take care of you.  I am glad you are feelign better. I am glad that you reached out to the forum too. 
Remember I am always here for you and if you need some company for a little while let me know I will go up there and check out your beautiful eyes!!! 

((((((((((((((((((((hugs))))))))))))))))))))))))))

Aaron - I am so glad to see your post today. I am glad you reached out and your friends were able to help you through it. I do Agree with others and think you should discuss this with your MD. You are human and things happen, but there are things that can be done to help prevent you from feeling this low. In the meantime, we are all here for you and will do everything in our power for you.

A BIg Bear Hug!

Debbie

{{{{AARON}}}}}}