Need some support

 honey keep your faith in god, it will all be ok when you give jesus the wheel, as far as the colon test, nothing to sweat, been there done that several times as i have divaticulitus , mostly embarrassing , and the prep is the worst part, last one i actullly woke up and continued the conversation with the dreamy sleepy tech lol he was handsome. We will all pray for you and just think positive and stop searching for results on line thats the worse thing you can do any doc will t ell you that, people get so scared and dont understand most of what is going on with all the medical talk and stuff. my neice just went through that and she is doing fine. Good luck and God Bless