I lost ONE HUNDRED POUNDS!
Holy f*ck! Before the hospital, I was at 92 lbs lost. Then I gained SIXTEEN from all of the fluids they were pumping in me. I think I weighed myself on Thursday and I was back down at 92 lbs lost. I had been at that weight for a week before the hospital, so I figured i was in a little stall. Today I was just curious, and I figured that since I have been through so much, I deserved an extra treat of weighing-in (I had to take it down to once a week and it is hard!).
I asked my H to read the scale (it hurts to bend over) and he said "What do you want to be?" Of course, I said "130" (ha!) and then he said "You're right between 330 and 329." I was like "Are you lying?" He looked confused and I said "That means I lost 100 lbs!" I turned around and walked out of the room because I was tearing up.
That was a nice boost. I still feel like someone dumped a ton of bricks on me and then beat me up. I've been an emotional wreck since this happened, so this helps a little. I still can't say I'd do it over though. Plus I still have another 200ish lbs to lose. But 100 pounds sounds good today.
I asked my H to read the scale (it hurts to bend over) and he said "What do you want to be?" Of course, I said "130" (ha!) and then he said "You're right between 330 and 329." I was like "Are you lying?" He looked confused and I said "That means I lost 100 lbs!" I turned around and walked out of the room because I was tearing up.
That was a nice boost. I still feel like someone dumped a ton of bricks on me and then beat me up. I've been an emotional wreck since this happened, so this helps a little. I still can't say I'd do it over though. Plus I still have another 200ish lbs to lose. But 100 pounds sounds good today.




Hugs!
Kathy
Kathy