Ah HA Moment
Ok, this may seem conceited but OH WELL
So I went to get my new driver's license and I looked at the picture and I said to my self,
"Damn, Jen you're cute!" LOL
It really takes a long time for you not to see the fat girl in the mirror anymore and you can have a million people say you are beautiful, pretty, sexy and cute, but until you can say it....that is when you believe it.
Just needed to share my conceited moment with everyone.....
Hope you are all starting to have these moments!!
Jen

Conceited what is that crap! I have been told I am stuck up and you know what I stuck up!
I am so stuck on myself! I just love me!
You look WONDERFUL! Eat it up! I DO EVERYDAY!
Jen are you coming out Saturday night to get into trouble with us, anyone else that wants to hit the town send me a pm. So far it is me, Karen and Heather.
AGAIN YOU LOOK HOT, WORK IT GIRL!

You know...I think our anthem should be from West Side Story-The song, I feel pretty
I feel pretty, oh so pretty, I feel pretty and witty and gay and I pity any girl who isn't me today...la la la la la la la
I feel charming, oh so charming, it's alarming how charming I feel.....
OK, enough WSS singing...LOL
OH and before the smart ass' out there say anything gay=happy not sexual orientation...LOL
You know when I was growing up, I always had this sort of disconnect between my head and the rest of my body. Everyone always loved my head shots but when they meet me in person they were so disappointed. I guess in that arena is where I became self-conscious about my image. I am thankful and blessed to have the face I have. I'm just now working on the body and that is getting better every day. However, lately when I try to take a new picture, I'm falling back into the habit of just taking it from the chest up rather than a whole body. I still don't like what I see even though I have lost so much already. I still see all the imperfections in my weightloss...where I'm sagging.....Basically I'm losing it all from my upper body first (well that's where it's most noticeable) and now with the lower body getting all loose and everything, I just don't know if that will ever be right again. Maybe I should just put this as a blog post rather than bore y'all with it! LOL
but as far as looks go, we are all still sexy *****es :)