Thinking of you Wanda................
I am who I am and accept my feelings wholeheartedly.
Those that mind don't matter, and those that matter don't mind.
Cira 249/144.0 current/goal 154/ 5'3" 10 lbs below my Dr's goal
Sorry, it's taken so long to get back to you. That is very sweet you were thinking about me and the babies. I can't stop thinking about Gia and your situation. I am so very sorry this has happen to you. I just know everything will be ok. I will continue with my prayers. How is Gia feeling now? Are you still moving on time? I really wish we had kept in contact more. You are a sweet woman and are so thoughtful and caring to everyone. I am shy and have a hard time making friends and had really hoped to make a lot of good friends here coming to the board. Everyone I have met online and in person have been very nice to me, I just can't seem to ever be able to take it to the next step, in the friendship. Anyway, I just wanted you to know how special I think you are and are a great friend to everyone and you will be missed when you move. On to the babies. I am now 20 weeks. I am having three little boys. I am feeling good, but starting to really feel the extra weight around the middle quite a bit. I have gained 10 pounds and I am measuring like I am 34 weeks pregnant. I am seeing high risks doctors every week for u/s and have from 12 weeks, due to having three and the due to the fact I am having identical twins. I was diagnosed three weeks ago with having the early stages of something called Twin to Twin Transfusion Syndrome. My twins share a placenta and some of the blood vessels. One twins is taking too much blood and fluid and the other not getting enough. They thought I was going to have to have fetal surgery two weeks ago to try and fix this, but then things stabilized so, now it's a wait and see every week to see if surgery is going to happen. The surgery carries many risks and they are not sure how many, if any of the babies will survive with it. If it works, I still might go into pre term labor and not likely that any would survive this early or not at least without major brain damage. I am really trying to stay positive and believe everything will be ok. I have to hold on to that every week, that things will improve or at least stay the same. I have been trying to have a baby since I was married 23 years ago and these little miracles have got to be ok. I am mostly laying around and trying to get in enough nutrients for them. I am drinking three protein shakes a day and that helps on that part. My family is trying to get a shower together for me. I think we are going to try and do it July 26, if I am not in the hospital. It has been overwhelming thinking about all that we need for three babies. I have been trying to register at a few different stores, mostly online and when I do go into the stores, my head starts swimming! lol I feel like there are too many choices and which is the best thing to get. My niece has been helping me decide what I might need. Anyway, I am sorry I have rambled on so long. Thanks again for thinking about us. You are a sweetie. Hugs, Wanda
I am who I am and accept my feelings wholeheartedly.
Those that mind don't matter, and those that matter don't mind.
Cira 249/144.0 current/goal 154/ 5'3" 10 lbs below my Dr's goal
