OMG! I'm Scared!!

I'm doing ok.... Not finished yet but doing OK.... But look at you... You went and had another kid and still look great.... I'm jealous... We could never afford another one... My one and only turned 15 yesterday.... Well now that your moving out this way... We'll just have to meet up so i hold yours before she's too big.... (any day now right ;) )  ~K  

You are doing great and will finish soon.  Girl we couldn't afford another either but you always find a way!   Yes we will not be far away. Like what 20 or 30 minutes away from you?   The last time I saw you I was early last year right?   Yes babies grow up way too quickly it makes me sad sometimes. Hugs,

LOL! With all of the twists and turns this journey has taken, a snowstorm in June would make perfect sense.  Thanks for the encouragement, the laugh and the love.  -Antoinette

Congratulation!!! My friend Corey is having surgery there on the 4th too at GBMC.  I am scheduled for 6/10th. I can relate to you.  I feel the same way you do.

I will be praying for you.

I think I met Corey at the pre-surgery class on the 13th - were you with her?   Congratulations on your date!! I will be thinking of you on the 10th.  Have a great day!! -Antoinette

No I was not with Corey at that class. My class was the week before yours. It will be great for you to be on the same floor with her.  She always cracks me up. You have a great day too,

Antoinette This is all normal to have these "What If's".  You will do this till they are wheeling you down the hallway.  Stay positive, you will be joining us soon on the losers bench.  Try to find something like walking to keep you busy. I would be worried if you were no freaking out, this is all normal! Hugs Kristen

Oh...so that's why my PCP recommended that I take a Xanax the before and the morning of the surgery!?! so knows me so well LOL!

Just to let you know, i was so scared that I wanted to buy life insurance just incase I didn't make it, so that my family would be ok. Good luck and don't forget to walk a lot in the hospital!

Believe it or not Mary, I've already considered and vetoed the extra insurance idea. LOL. After Aaron's post about his friend's passing, I am more determined than ever to walk, walk, walk just as soon as I'm able.