I make myself sick

They last few days, I can not eat. The very thought of eating is making me sick. Not all foods but some. AND  I can not even look at myself in the mirror. I am disqusted by seeing myself fat anymore. I am so not doing this for appearance, it is for my health. So why do  I all the sudden feel this way?

Dee It is ok to feel like this now BUT in couple more days you will have your re-birth.  The new Dee will be born and no more of this I feel....... cause you are going to start feeling like a million bucks and looking like a million bucks!  So feel now and get it out of your system and then no more.   Hugs Kristen GET HAPPY GIRL SKINNY IS ON ITS WAY!!!  HEALTH IS THE ADDED PLUS!

Ohhh sweetie this is normal to many of us.   Just like Kristen said soon you will be celebrating the new you and feeling great.   Try to be easy on yourself and know that soon everything will be different.   Big hugs to you!!

A lot goes through your mind at this point but hang in there! The best part is coming!!

One benefit of this surgery is that your health improves and you also look great. Each little wow you will experience reaffirms your decision to change your life!!

Thank you ladies,      It is just so weird for me, as I am not a person who is overly concerned with the apperance of myself or others. I just feel so ashamed that I look like this, and like this surgery can't get here quick enough now, so that I don't have to look like this anymore. 

Dee, funny things begin to happen to us as we near our surgery. We think differently. I think I finally saw myself as big as I was when surgery was close at hand. Just hang tight girl, your time is right around the corner. Hugs.