We couldn't do it ....

Poncho is still with us, though I know he's suffering. I came home and he had gotten up into Mr Mo's chair. I almost couldn't see him huddled in the chair .. black cat on a black leather chair. Mark said that was where he was this morning when he got up too. I turned the space heater on and he got down and hunched up in front of the heater. Mr Mo picked him up and just sat and cried with him in his arms and said he couldn't do it, so I called the vet's office and said we weren't coming. Thanks for all the love and support through this difficult time.

Oh I am so sad for you, I've been there with pets and it is so heartbreaking. My thoughts and prayers will be with you tonight. You're a good mother. Hugs, Linda

Thank you Linda. He's still holding on this morning, but I know we are going to have to make a decision very soon. Hugs, Mo

Mo! Work's Internet was down all day and I'm just now reading about your Poncho! I'm so sorry that he's ill. Is he in any pain? I know that you don't want to lose him, but what does the vet recommend? Can he be given something to keep him comfortable? I don't know what else to say other than sorry. Give Poncho a little pat on the head and a peck on the cheek for me. I'm such an animal lover, there are things on Animal Planet that I can't even watch.

Heather, Thank you for the support. We can give him IV fluids, but his kidneys are in 75% failure. When I spoke to the vet and told her that we would probably chose to have him put down, she said she couldn't argue that decision. He is not going to get better. He's still hanging on this morning. Hugs, Mo

Oh, Moie, my heart is absolutely breaking for you. God, this has to be the worst thing, I so feel your pain. Please know that we're all thinking about you and feel free to call me if you just want to cry. I know you'll know when the time has come, but I also know that won't make it any easier. Poncho has been very lucky with you, his Dad and his brother - so many animals are left to fend for themselves or neglected, and you took this furbaby into your lives and hearts. If it makes you feel any better, I'd be happy to offer up my ex-husband, please feel free to have him put to sleep!!! It's a sure bet that Poncho has contributed more to the world!!! I'll be thinking of you, Love ya, Tia

Oh Tia, ONLY you could make me smile at a time like this! We just need a little more time for closure. We both know that it's time for him, but we can't let go just yet. Hugs, Mo

Mo sweetie, I know what you mean about not being to do it. I have been there so I can relate. My heart goes out to you. By the way did the Dr say whether he can have meds for his condition? Oh yeah, I must agree with Tia. I will definitely offer you my ex too put him to sleep and take his darn kidneys too! lol But just know that I will keep Poncho in my thoughts and just enjoy the time you have together. (((((((Hugs)))))) Cira

Mo: (Please don't think I'm weird) I'm so sorry to hear about your beloved Poncho. It definitely isn't an easy thing to do however...and I'm saying this not knowing your faith or beliefs but there are plenty of children in heaven who will love Poncho when you are ready to let him go. I lost my son when he was 10 years old to cancer and when I had to put my dog to sleep I looked at is if I was sending her to be with my son. He's watching over her now and she is his protector. It's still hard but I hope it eases your mind a little bit. You will be in my prayers. Michelle