Boooo

Day 6 of boost diet. Messed up today and ate food, felt tremendous failure and threw it up, felt even more tremendous failure.

Other then this I have done great just drinking the boost, despite the bland flavor profile.

Doc said I should expect to lose 10-15 during this two week boost diet.

Weighed myself.

Got all pre-excited  thinking.. welll I am half way there.. I should maybe have lost maybe four lbs or so.

Did not go down even .1 of a pound.

goooooooooo team. When will I notice a scale change?

It is my neice's birthday today. Got a call today that they are having supper at Tony Roma's and they would love if we could join them.  Yes..... I would love to sit with a group of people and drink water and watch them eat.......

Sorry for the negativity.

I just feel very alone.

I have kept my surgery quiet. When I am ready to share I will. I have told my mom and my husband. Well turns out mom doesn't know what TRUST means. Very pissed off at her and I will not be receiving her phone calls.

What is most irritating is that she went thru bypass surgery thirty years ago.. so she should understand that it is a personal matter and a personal decision whether or not to share. 

Have a good day.

Hope all is well with you

Hang in there, you can do this! Pick up and move on! As for the Tony Roma's dinner everyone is different by I know for myself I passed on those sorts of events when I was on the 2 week boost as it would of been too hard for me and I didn't want to be sitting there explaining why I wasn't eating.  The scale will start to move don't worry!

During my 2 week boost diet I had to miss out on 2 Christmas parties, my work and my husband's work.  No big deal in the end. It was worth it.  As for the scale, the most weight loss will be near the end of 2 weeks, not 1/2 way.  You will survive!  As for your Mother, I can understand why you are so upset but life is too short to hold a grudge.  You never know what lies around the corner so make peace before too long!

Good luck and hang in there!

Elizabeth