It's a Down Day

I guess it happens but I am really bummed today.  In fact, the feeling hit about an hour ago and I just feel blah.  Not sure why, guess it's a combonation of things.

Work is stressful, always being the go to person for policy and procedure questions, trying to make sure I don't let anyone down at home, adjusting to losing weight, eating differently, hearing compliments (that I sometimes just don't believe), trying not to worry about the hair loss and thinking about my upcoming 50th birthday. 

Yes, that may be what is getting to me.  Not to mention the younger women in the office, whom I think are fantastic, but we have been going on about buying shoes for a while and it seems I must accept that I am too old for the shoes I'd like to wear now that I can wear them again.  Although, I am not sure I will care once I have lost at least another 100lbs.  I'll be one of those old broads who need to dress their age.  LOL 

I am almost 16 weeks post-op and it's been all good for the most part.  I do worry about eating enough and getting the protein.  I also am terrible with taking the calcium as I can't swallow it without gagging.  I am down 58 pounds since I started the program and feel great. 

So, why the whinning?  I have no idea.  :)  Everyone here is such an inspiration and today I guess I need a little inspiration.

 

Everyone is allowed a bad day, hang in there  ((((( hugs for now)))))  and I too will be inappropriately dressed - don't know why leopard print spandex isn't an option for work ........