anxiety attack
here it is you were trult correct. I even had hard time finding it:
Well today I went to just see the nurse and Dr H so that they could tell me about the surgery. They also wanted to go over my labs. I live in Boston Ma. and I am actually having the surgery at my job Beth Israel Deaconess Medical Center. I was a little shaky this morning at work figuring it is just nerves. Anyway I went for my appointment and when the Dr came in I could feel the anxiousness rising I could almost not stay in the chair but I went through the appointment. Then when I went back to my job sat at my desk after I got off the phone with my Pastor/best friend I had a MELT DOWN at work in my bosses office. This is not me. Iwas not going to say anything to her until I had a date. I just could not keep it in I felt the world surrounding me. My supervisor under my boss thought I was having a heartattack or my sugar was to low. Mind you I DO NOT have diabetes and she went to get me some CHOCOLATE of all things. LOL I am cracking up that right now. I also have a psych eval coming up and they said do Not have a break down in front of her. I then called my Pastor/friend and she encouraged me and prayed for me and I felt better. She is also going with me to the support meetings. My mom passed away years ago and my other family would drive me CRAZY. Wow what a day. I just started crying for nothing.