just 15.5 hours to go for me!!
Hi Everybodeeeee I am very happy to say that I am just 15.5 hours away to my new life! I am sooo ready for this. Everyone keeps asking me if I am scared? Nope! Not at all! I have alot of faith in God and I know that having Him in my life is what keeps me grounded.
I was a bit anxious last night. I dont know why, but I just could not shake this feeling I had about myself. I know what I am doing is right for me and for everyone who loves me. I just keep thinking to myself, maybe I didn't try hard enough to lose the weight? I know what my abilities are and I know this is just something I can not do and I must, must have this surgery. I have been thinking of the unthinkable, but then knowing that I am in God's hands, I will be Okay.
Thankyou for all your wonderful prayers and posts you got going on for me. Greatly appreciated. I'll see you all on the losing side!!
Future Loser,
Michelle