Back to the Hospital Round two
Okay so tuesday night I guess my body had it. I had a small piece of chicken..well make that approx 3-4 bites of a small piece and started vommiting about an hour later...that was 8:30pm on tuesday. It stopped around 4:30 am wednesday. The ER admitted me after a Catscan told them I had a blockage of some sort (since I couldnt hold down the fluids with the dye to help them see better) and that a surgeon would see me in the am. I was released earlier today. It ended up being scar tissue build up and inflamation which triggered vommiting which triggered more inflamation and so on. I never had a chance apparently.
Anyway..The throwing up stopped for a while and I was released but I am yet again on a liquid diet. I am having a hard time coping with it and even though the nutritionist said I can try foods (not what Dr B said..ugh) I am hesitant..I had some mashed potatoes and threw up again at dinner time tonight. I wi**** would stop. I seriously hate shakes and jello.
I am feeling very upset and frustrated and all my dr could say was "well at least u lost 32lbs" FML.
I almost wish I didnt do this...Its like a black cloud hovering over me and I feel so helpless. My relationship with food went from love and comfort to pure hate..i loathe eating now...ugh. Please say theres hope? :/
signed,
Make it Stop
Anyway..The throwing up stopped for a while and I was released but I am yet again on a liquid diet. I am having a hard time coping with it and even though the nutritionist said I can try foods (not what Dr B said..ugh) I am hesitant..I had some mashed potatoes and threw up again at dinner time tonight. I wi**** would stop. I seriously hate shakes and jello.
I am feeling very upset and frustrated and all my dr could say was "well at least u lost 32lbs" FML.
I almost wish I didnt do this...Its like a black cloud hovering over me and I feel so helpless. My relationship with food went from love and comfort to pure hate..i loathe eating now...ugh. Please say theres hope? :/
signed,
Make it Stop
Thanks so much. I am doing a bit better. Had some trouble the first few days after. Now I am pacing myself and keeping mushies and some meat down...some veggies too. Im going to wait on fruit as it has sugar. :) I just feel weak. Trying to keep my fluids in too. I think this chalky pink syrup they gave me really does coat my tummy and help keep it calm. :)