MISERY! :(
Not to mention I got reemed by the coordinator for not keeping a food journal..I seriously forgot given that I was trying to heal and other people were feeding me for the most part. UGH!
I see the nutritionist and nurse on Wednesday. maybe theyll let me drive and eat something. lol
Okay..im off to go do...something. Thanks for the support ahead of time. I need it. Bleh
Ughh the damn journal is flipping impossible!! I do good until like noon then when I get home from work I try to update it but get halfway thru the update and get distracted ugh!! We do need to realize how important the journal is going forward so our NUT will know what she/he's working with!! So today - I tore out all the old pages of mine and starting fresh (so far so good!).
As far as the chewing. .. it'll come in time... our insides have to heal after all that surgical trauma before we try eating solid/chewable foods! Being a few weeks ahead of you I've progressed to "chewing" and let me tell ya... it ain't all it's cracked up to be... just more decision making and terrifying I'm doing the right thing... when I can't choose, I just have a shake LOL!!
I've been struggling myself with so many different things, I haven't hit a depression or buyers remorse state (hopefully I never will!!) I just know I have to hang in there... ironically I changed my facebook status this morning to read: