WOW its been a while

I haven't been on in a year or so. I've lost a bit of weight... still have yet to get my lapband. I'm just highly frustrated. that it's so expensive. I feel like I'm doomed. I've tried working out and eating right. but it's always one thing after another. I'm really just writing to vent. Where are the band fairies when you need them? I feel lost. and upset...  its as though there is a road block every which way i turn. okay don't my whining.

- beth

I will send a band fairy your way and hopefully you are blessed in the new year to be able to afford a band.