Then I .........; now I ..........!
Lets all do a few and see how many different ones we get!
Then I wore dowdy, old lady, baggy clothes and hid behind dark colours.
Now I wear fashionable, smart clothes in the whole range of colours!
Then I thought twice, three times, four times before walking up stairs to get something.
Now I run upstairs without thinking; often two steps at a time.
Kate
Highest 290, Banded - 248 Lowest 139 (too thin!). Comfort zone 155-165.
Happily banded since May 2006. Regain of 28lbs 2013-14. ALL GONE!
But some has returned! Up to 175, argh! Off we go again,
Then I felt hopeless and doomed to be fat for the rest of my life, now I feel like I am taking my life back.
(Also... then I sucked down cupcakes two at a time, now I walked into a cupcake shop to pick up a treat for my husband for VDay and realized that they didn't even really look that appetizing.)
on 2/15/11 12:07 am - Des Moines, IA
NOW I want to be in pics with family and friends
THEN I hated what I saw in the mirror
NOW I like what I see in the mirror
THEN I made excuses not to do activities with the family like skiing, ice skating etc
NOW I have the memories of doing fun things with my family
THEN I wore size 26 pants
NOW I wear size 14's
THEN I never felt satisfied with all the food I ate, it was never enough
NOW I'm satisfied with my bandster portion
Okay, I'll stop because I could go on and on!
Kristi
Now I wear a size 14/16
Then I ate candy by the bag full
Now I read labels and put things back on the shelf
Then I thought all men were looking for Barbie
Now I think there might be a guy out there to love me
Then I avoided having my picture taken
Now I am starting a scrapbook of memories-with me in the pictures
Then I thought weight loss was hopeless, and I was doomed to obesity
Now I know that with my band and some discipline, I can be in control of my weight
Then I wore my big clothes
Now I wear size 8.
Then I would buy a cupboard full of chips cookies and chocolate and eat it all in a day or two.
Now (although I still buy the stuff)! it just accumulates and accumlates in the cupboards until I throw it out cause I barely touch the stuff anymore.... I gotta get over the habit of acquiring.
Then I would stay home to hide myself.
Now I venture out happily.
Then I would buy a whole pizza and eat the entire thing myself.
Now, I am lucky to finish eating just the toppings of one piece.
Then I would eat bread, rice, pasta, cake as my staple foods.
Now I do not go near them - I cannot eat them anymore. Although I do miss rice, I don't, surprisingly, miss bread.
Then, my supper would include just chicken or just cheesies or just pizza...
Now, my supper is sure to include a salad and vegetables.
Then I would look down at my goal weight,
Now I am below it and look up at it.
and finally
THEN I would obsess over skinny people and diets and wanting to be thin.
NOW I AM!!
Good luck to everyone starting this journey and to everyone already well on the path. You are all fantastic, tell yourself every single day. You are worth it.
Before: I'd get soaked walking in the rain from my car into a store/office/whatever. (Umbrella? Who ever remembers to carry an umbrella?)
Now: I RUN from my car to my destination without getting breathless
Before: Coworker's comment on my outfit, "Dark colors really aren't all that slimming, aren't they?"
Now: Coworker's comment on trousers I'm thinking of buying, "I don't know why you're holding a size 10, Miss Jean. You need to go back and look for a size 6 or 8."
Jean
Jean McMillan c.2009-2013 - Always a bandster at heart
author of Bandwagon (TM), Strategies for Success with the Adjustable Gastric Band & Bandwagon Cookery. Bandwagon for Kindle now available on Amazon. Read my blog at: jean-onthebandwagon.blogspot.com