Effing Scale!!! I HATE IT!!!!!!!! Uggghhhhh!
I had a planned cheat? I decided to have a day off on Friday. Why? I am not sure. It was nothing crazy. Some goldfish, some pretzels, a slice of pizza and a salad (with fattening stuff in it... totally not gonna lie). Oh, and a few of my son's onion rings and a bite... a single average-sized bite (trust me, he was monitoring me) of my son's cupcake. So, I was expecting maybe a pound up on Saturday and then back down a pound for today????? Oh nooooooooooooo, noooooooo, nooooooooo, my friends. Try UP THREE POUNDS ON SATURDAY MORNING. YUP!!!!! And the scale was not done with me, either! This morning I was up another 1.2 pounds!!!!!!!!!!! WHHHHAAAAAAAAAT????
Is everyone else's body so cruel to them? Or is it just my mean and evil body?
263.4/187/148(Start/current/Goal)
'once in a while you get shown the light in the strangest of places if you look at it right'
I know how that hurts when the scale goes up..I can only eat good carbs. When I eat carbs like from junk food there's so many hidden cal./fats in that stuff. our bodies don't do well. I take a good x-lax and drink alot of water.. There's salt weigh there...Good luck you will lose those lbs. fast..they are only temporary...
It constantly messes with my mind. I tell myself that I'm not going to weigh everyday but I find myself stepping on that stupid thing every stinking morning - BAH!!!
Tiff
Current MD- Dr. Mikami, Honolulu Hawaii
Lapband 14cc AP Lg in 2008- slipped and removed 2016 -VSG July 21, 2016-dx Gerd
** RNY Revision 05/21/2019 **
"A few drops of hope can water and nourish our garden" - Jean M
((hugs))
I hate to admit it, but I can't go off track at all any more. Especially as I get older... I am just resigned to eating those "clean" foods we hear so much about. I always do better that way, and I have enough trouble losing on a regular diet without the band.
Get back on track, and in a short period of time, you will lose that weight again...
Just keep going forward...
Best of luck....
Mary
All but 1 evil pound is gone from the big gain. I can handle it. I guess, logically, it could not have been a true weight gain in fat- i would have had to have eaten waaaaaaaay more than i did. i am ok. I actually understand my skinny mom and sister better now. if they go up a couple of pounds, they panic and start to really watch themselves. it always annoyed me - i would wanna scream 'who the hell cares about 2 tiny pounds?" i get it. maybe this was all a good lesson. maybe i am learning to balance eating better. maybe i am healing on this lap band journey from my abusive relationship with food. NOW, if i could just break things off with that scale.....That is another BAAAAAD relaionship. lol. Thanks all for the support. Really needed it!!!
263.4/187/148(Start/current/Goal)
'once in a while you get shown the light in the strangest of places if you look at it right'