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however....on a positive note....my friend anya...who was as big as i am....but shorter...had gb...and her mom just had vsg in august....her mom has lost 50 pounds since surgery....so that's good stuff!!! we're all going to have to work hard to make it happen but it will.
crystal...again...i am so sorry. i was not in the right frame of mind to type a message and i did it anyway. i was hoping no one saw it and i could delete it...but no dice.
Im making an appt tomorrow with my primary care physian to see about my blood pressure and cholestrol issues. Devon knows my health and if thats the case with medicaid needing you to have other health issues im not sure why they would even waste their and my time. Im trying not to get down about it but, know im more confused then ever. She said my BMI was large enough to get approved but, now im questioning that. Anywho nothing I can do about it now. Will hopefully hear from Devon tomorrow and see my doc by Weds.
Froggieangel: If I were you I would see if they would allow you to do the same even though your near New Orleans. Tell her you got an approval letter and see if they might be able to fast track you aswell. They are very nice people and seem like they want the best for you and would help out in any way they can.
Hope everyone had a nice weekend!
Thanks for all the support girls!!
Trace, Railey & Bean One Tiny Boy & 3 Angel Babies
No worries everyone!
Daboink: Im a little confused because their letting me do all my lessons online. Why arent they doin the same for you? I know your in Pineville so I would call Lisa and explain your not able to come to New Orleans every week. Also, tell her you have your approval letter and she might fast track you. Hoping all works out for you!
Trace, Railey & Bean One Tiny Boy & 3 Angel Babies
crystal, i'm praying for you to get approved! and i think that dr steeb and deven know better than the rest of us if you are a good candidate or not. they know your medical history and if they are confident that you will get approved, then i'm sure you will, don't give up, it could just be a glitch in the paperwork or something.
daboink, no need to take your frustrations out on others. i'm in your boat as well with the nutrition class. i have to wait as well. there's a reason for the class, the class is not open only to dr steeb's patients. the class is also for diebetes prevention. dr steeb isn't the only doctor in the LSU system that uses nutrition classes as part of protocol for treating you.
the bottom line is . . . this is a journey that we are all going through. some of us were looking for friends to share our experiences with. someone that would understand what we are going through. stay strong ladies, our time is coming soon enough.
The last six months have been bitter sweet. I lost my full time job and probably lost a good bit of my frustration and stress in the process. There have been money woes, but I've had the opportunity to focus on walking and exercise earlier in the process instead of later. My new career focus involves medical marketing and leading a weight loss support group. I love New U and I truly believe New U loves me back.
I don't know what I expected from my revision to the Sleeve. I expected a much slower weight loss because I was revising. It seems to be going pretty fast, but due to fluid retention flucuations, I have had stalls, weight gains and rapid declines. The scale is a cruel task master, but the tape measure is my friend. My thigh, waist and bust measurement decreased by 3-5 inches. I was about a size 26/22 (top/bottom) and I am wearing loose 18s and hope to squeeze into some cute Size 16 jeans by Christmas.
I go to the buffet often -- the exercise buffet. I walk daily, run a (very) little, play tennis, work out at Contours Express and have tried my hand at Bocce and hiking.
I look at those pictures and I might cringe a little at the sagging skin and (huge) bat wings, but I am trying to use those things as positive indicators of progress and inspiration to get a job that will help me afford plastic surgery to fix my abs and my arms.
I think it will be neat to see a BMI of under 40. Lots of people start there, but I remember when I thought folks with BMI nears 40 were "lightweights." I will take lightweight obese over super morbidly obese/heavy weight any day.
My present goal is 200 pounds, but I will re-evaluate at that point and set another goal for the final count.
Thank you for sharing this journey with me and inspiring me to fight on.
Onward!
Frances
A Banded Brain! (read blog)
"Banded for life, switched for good, bypassed by none" (revised, work in progress)
i still think the nutrition classes should be set for approved people. that just doesn't make sense. especially for folks like me who may or may not have a medicaid card in april or may. and my surgery window was from tuesday to 2-1-10. i'm just scared this nutrition bs is going to make it all fall apart. they're not going to tell me anything i don't already know. i was a biology teacher for crying out loud...ya know?
and for once in my life, my health problems are actually an advantage. that makes no sense either. nobody would want to be where i am. i don't have diabetes...it just doesn't run in my family...and i'm not a big sweet eater anyway. i take a bp pill and 3 different fluid pills for my blood pressure and early stages of congestive heart failure. the fluid pills cause me to get painfully dehydrated from time to time. i have venous stasis in my legs...ANY knick or cut or even a mosquito bite can lead to an infection that requires weeks in the hospital. (i got a half inch splinter in my foot yesterday - so i am worried sick) and i just found out i have sleep apnea.
not to mention just the plain humiliation of being really really fat. i got reacquainted with an old friend thursday night and was having a great time with him and feeling really confident about myself and then i caught a glimpse of myself in the mirror. it's been 6 years since this happened (gained 90 lbs in 90 days due to the depo provera shot) and every once in a while it still shocks the hell out of me. it's like "who's that girl...i don't know her."
i'm 5'10 and my bmi is like 58. that means i am 60% body fat. i do not like it. and i want my life back....and my healthy heart back...and my shorn legs back. (not being able to shave is humiliating too...ANY nick or cut.) and i will stop at nothing. i've lost 70 lbs on my own since january. but that's just drops in the bucket. i need this kickstart. to lose even only 100 more pounds would get me back to a workable condition.
so believe me, i understand about not wanting to get there...to stop the train and get off of it before it pulls into that station. but i'm afraid that medicaid doesn't do preventative surgeries. unlike so many other insurance companies, preexisting conditions are a must.
sorry again.
Trace, Railey & Bean One Tiny Boy & 3 Angel Babies