Just needed to vent :-(

Hey everyone I just needed to vent to someone who MIGHT understand what I am going through. I have been struggling to have this surgery for over two years. I finally have a surgery date for may 8th, 2006. Everything was fine. I am on TANF and have been saving money to pay for gas for the 9.5 hr round trip that I have to take to get there for pre-op, surgery, and any post-op and other surgery related items. I have been saving for some months now and had over 600 dollars. Yesterday it was stolen from me. The person who took it was someone I know and he took it right from my house out of my room and out of my purse. Yes, I did report it to the police. I am just a little dissapointed and I can not really talk to my family because I will just get lectured. I was already nervous about upcoming surgery, nervous about finals coming up, and nervous about who will be available to help me after surgery since my sister said she has to go back to work. Dont worry I will still be having my surgery come hell or high water if I have to beg, borrow, or steal (not really) to do it . I let this person take away my excitement and happiness over finally having this surgery and replace it with depression and worry. I know that God will provide and I will eventually be okay I just wanted to talk to someone. Thanks for listening (or reading ).