All set and ready to go!

I only changed it to why bother because some poster on the message board was rude bc I needed to get the rny done through medicaid and and she doesnt want her money to go to people I guess that are needing wls ? I dunno it totally confused me. So I decided to delete my profile bc I came to the board for support not judgement. And it was bothersome when I really was just asking for help and support not an obviously ignorant comment. Anyway, I had medicaid for a short time and they denied my rny for no good reason really bc I do have many docs backing me to get the surgery and I do have conditions that would go away if I lost weight. Now I have group ins but they dont cover wls. Maybe they will if it is med neccesary. But this is where I am right now with everything and it's hard. Mainly bc while I wait for an awnswer I am suffering. But all I can do now is try to lose it on my own and be patient. I would self pay but I really cant afford to. I am still dealing with the katrina aftermath and I really dont own a home or anything. I do have a son and he has ins through the group policy although I wonder why I cant get medicaid bc we are on one income and still struggle to pay bills. I am a tax payer and have worked a long time I think if anyone deserves it it is people like that who have put forth effort. Currently though bc of all the issues I have been having I cant go back to work like I would love to do. I have been hospitalized with asthma at least four times this year and my boss and I both agree I need to get my health back before going back. I cannot keep my schedule and just say I cant come in today bc I cant breathe every other day. It's just not good to do that. I am going through alot and I try my hardest to stay strong. I really would love to get back to work but if I am not well how could I do that to myself. I need to figure out something. I probably could get medicare bc of my issues but I will see what I can do before I do that. I wont be disabled if I lose weight and get my asthma under control so naturally I am fighting to do that. Thanks for your reply.

Christie It's going to be great!!!! Monday night will be here before you know it (you'll be in a room and recovering) Diane