Posting Difficult today

I am sitting here on the edge of sanity... pushed a little too far... overwhelmed at everything and everyone... I'm confused and numb... after talking to the Benefits Manager this past week and being told that my surgery would be covered but not until July... I protested... he asked me to wait one more day (a week ago) and now I get a letter by email, telling me that my surgery was declined and that the decision was upheld denying my surgery. Between my mom and my hubby fighting, with me in the middle... and this, and the stress for the commute and all... I'm just at the end of my rope. I can't really think right now... so I'll talk to you guys later.

Kat, hang in there, you will be there one day. You have waited this long and can still have it done. You will be fine, I have faith in you, you are so in sync. I will pray for you. denise 250/211/150

Kat, I can't say I understand completely because I'm not in your shoes! But your a strong person, I can tell that by reading your previous post and stuff. Hey in there please. I do understand how difficult times go and how they seem to linger around for some unknown reason. But this too shall pass!!! Have a happy new year!

Kat, I so understand your edge of sanity ... all I can say is we are here for you and if you want to vent feel free to email me and vent, blow, let it all out .....but dont give up dont ever give up... the answer is out there for you and by reading your posts you are just the gal to find it ..... keep your chin up ..........huggggggggggggggggggs Kim