PRAYERS NEEDED AGAIN
HELLO TO ALL MY OH FAMILY.....WELL IT'S ME AGAIN, ASKING FOR PRAYERS, THIS TIME FOR ME!! I AM STILL IN BRYAN, TX AND WELL THINGS AREN'T GOING SO GREAT. I WAS WORKING, AND THEN GOT A PHONE CALL AT 7 PM ONE NIGHT TELLING ME THAT I DID NOT HAVE TO RETURN TO WORK. ( I AM WORKING FOR A TEMP. SERVICE) SO I WAS JUST DEVISTATED TO SAY THE LEAST, AND NOW I AM SO DEPRESSED AGAIN....I WEIGH 100 POUND, AND YES I AM EATING, BUT CAN'T SEEM TO GET THE WEIGHT BACK ON! THIS STRESS IS KILLING ME MENTALLY.
I AM UP, I AM DOWN....I AM HAPPY, I AM SAD....I JUST DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO. I MISS MY FAMILY, MY DADDY....
PLEASE SEND SOME PRAYERS, THEY ALWAYS SEEM TO HELP...I AM JUST SO DOWN NOW....AND I NEED TO BE UP....I AM TAKING CARE OF MYSELF AND EATING...EATING A LOT I MUST SAY. BUT STILL.......
I HAVE SPOKE TO MY DOCTORS AND A NURSE HERE IN BRYAN, BUT MY INSURANCE WILL NOT COVER ME GOING TO SEE ANY DOCTOR'S HERE. ONLY WILL COVER IF I NEED TO GO THE E.R. ONLY.
SOOOOOOOOO, WHAT DO I DO?????????????? I AM NOT READY TO MOVE BACK HOME ALTHOUGH I ALMOST WENT HOME AT MIDNIGHT THE OTHER NIGHT, BUT THAT WAS NOT SUCH A GOOD IDEA....JUST ME BEING SICK AND CRYING ALL NIGHT.....
ANYONE HAVE ANY IDEAS....OR JUST WORDS OF WISDOM???
I HOPE ALL IS WELL WITH EVERYONE.....I HOPE TO SEE YOU SOON AT A DINNER....WHEN I CAN AFFORD TO COME TO ONE!!
TAKE CARE ALL AND THANK YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART!
WITH ALL MY LOVE AND HUGS,
KIM
Kim, I dont know you, I am fairly new to this board. Hang in there, dont ever ever give up. I know you miss your daddy but he would want you to go on and keep your head up and really strive for what you want.
I lost my mom 21 yrs ago to cancer she was in her 50's, too young and my dad 8 yrs ago to lung disease. My parents wouldnt want me to give up on anything.
I will pray for you. Think about what you really want in life, job, home ect and go for it. I know you can achieve what you want.
I am here for you if you need to talk anytime. I am on computer quite a bit, taking a real estate course on line so I am around always. Hang in there Kim.
Denise
KIMMY... KEEP YOUR CHIN UP SWEETIE, I KNOW IT IS HARD TO DO... BUT IT WAS YOU THAT SAT WITH ME FOR OVER AN HOUR THAT NIGHT TELLING ME TO NEVER GIVE UP, TO ALWAYS HAVE FAITH... I KNOW IT IS A VERY DIFFICULT TIME RIGHT NOW FOR YOU.
THE KIM I HAVE KNOW FOR YEARS WOULD TELL THE BAD THINGS TO TAKE A HIKE AND SHE WOULD GO ON WITH HER LIFE AND THINK ABOUT THE GOOD THINGS THAT SHE CAN DO!!!
I KNOW YOU MISS DADDY... BUT HE IS THE ONE WHEN YOU ARE SITTING THERE CRYING HOLDING YOU AND GIVING YOU THE STRENGTH TO KEEP ON GOING.
IF YOU EVER NEED ANYTHING SWEETIE YOU KNOW HOW TO GET IN TOUCH WITH ME... ALOT OF THE PEOPLE AT THE BOWLING ALLEY ARE ASKING HOW YOU ARE DOING... AND THAT THEY ARE GOING TO MISS YOUR *****Y PERSONALITY UP THERE THIS WINTER. I HAVE TO ADMIT I AM GOING TO BE ONE MISSING YOU BAD. AS I WANT YOU TO SEE ME GO THROUGH MY TRANSFORMATION.
THEY ARE SENDING MY PAPERWORK IN TODAY FOR APPROVAL... SO I WILL MAKE YOU A DEAL... YOU PRAY FOR ME AND I WILL PRAY FOR YOU!!!!!
AND IF YOU COME BACK HOME, PLEASE MAKE SURE IT IS NOT WHEN YOU ARE UPSET.... AND DRIVE SAFE IF YOU DO.
WE LOVE YOU ALWAYS,
LORI AND BRIAN
Hi Kim,
I am deeply sorry to hear you are having a hard time. Just know that we are here for you. I must say that You look GREAT!!! Keep you head held high and everything will be just fine. If you ever need someone to talk to, you can email me and I would not mind at all having a new phone pal. I can call you. Just let me know......
Sending many prayers your way!!!
Dee