MY HUSBAND HAS LEFT ME......
WELL, THRU ALL MY TEARS, I AM GOING TO TRY TO SAY WHAT I WANT TO SAY.....MY HUSBAND HAS JUST PACKED UP AND LEFT ME.... WE HAD BEEN HAVING SOME PROBLEMS, BUT HAD BEEN WORKING THEM OUT. WE ATTEND CHURCH EVERY SUNDAY, WE HAVE TALKED, THINGS WERE GETTING BETTER, I THOUGHT......BUT FOR SOME REASON, HE CAME HOME TODAY....AND JUST PACKED UP AND LEFT.....OF COURSE AFTER WE ARGUED FOR OVER AN HOUR........
I AM AT A LOSS, I FEEL EMPTY, WHAT DO I DO NOW?????????????????
PLEASE KEEP ME IN YOUR PRAYERS.........I SURE NEED THEM.......I HAVE ENOUGH TO WORRY ABOUT WITH MY DAD AND NOW THIS.....SO I AM JUST SO DEPRESSED.......SMOKING ONE CIG AFTER ANOTHER.....AND I AM LOOSING WEIGHT, AND I NEED TO BE GAINING SOME.......
I WISH I COULD JUST END IT ALL SOMETIMES......IF I DIDN'T HAVE MY KIDS AND MY PRECIOUS GRANDBABY.......I WOULD JUST END IT ALL NOW!
I LOVE YOU ALL.......THANK YOU FOR LETTING ME COME HERE TO GET HELP......
WITH ALL MY LOVE AND HUGS,
KIM
THANK YOU MY DEAR SWEET LORI, I KNOW THINGS WILL WORK OUT, BUT IT WILL TAKE A WHILE....AND IT IS WORTH THE WAIT. I HAVE TO MUCH GOING ON NOW. MY DAD AND ALL.....BUT HE IS DOING WELL. AND JODY AND I TALKED, BUT DID AGREE A SEPERATION FOR A GOOD WHILE WILL BE FOR THE BEST.
IT IS JUST HARD.....I CAN'T STOP CRYING....BUT I KNOW IT WILL GET BETTER WHEN THE TIME IS RIGHT.
I LOVE YOU.....TELL THE FAMILY HELLO AND I SEND MY LOVE.
WITH ALL MY LOVE AND HUGS
KIM
MY DEAR PAM, THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR KEEPING ME IN YOUR PRAYERS...IT MEANS SO MUCH TO ME.....IT IS HARD FOR ME NOW, BUT I KNOW THAT THINGS WILL WORK OUT IN TIME....I DO KNOW IT MAY TAKE A WHILE.....BUT IT WILL HAPPEN.
THANK YOU AGAIN....IT MEANS SO MUCH TO ME TO HAVE YOU ALL TO TURN TO.
WITH LOVE AND HUGS.
KIM
t'resa
on 5/13/05 8:00 am - ~~, LA
on 5/13/05 8:00 am - ~~, LA
Oh, Kim...I can feel your loss. ((((Kim)))) I know this is hard for you but don't let it bring you down so low that you would consider hurting yourself. I have been there, not same situation but same feelings, and all I can say is keep the positive things in your life around you. You can make it through this and you will. Just pick yourself up and take it one step at a time. And always come back here for support if you need it.
Lots of hugs,
T--resa
MY DEAR T, THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THE GREAT WORDS OF SUPPORT. I DO KNOW THINGS WILL GET BETTER.....IT WILL TAKE SOME TIME, BUT I AM WILLING TO DO WHAT IT TAKES AND WAIT FOR IT TO HAPPEN.
I DO HAVE SO MANY POSITIVE THINGS THAT I AM FOCUSING ON, SO THAT HELPS.....BUT IT IS STILL HARD.....AND I HAVE GOT TO STOP CRYING..
THANK YOU AGAIN SO MUCH, IT MEANS SO MUCH TO ME!!!!
WITH LOVE AND HUGS
KIM
My dearest Kim,
I'm so sorry to hear that you and your husband have been having problems. I will keep you in my dear thoughts and prayers for you and your family. Just know that I am only a phone call away if you need to talk. I know it's hard to watch someone you love just pick up and leave. Just know that everything will work out for the best. Even if we don't like how it ends. Just know that you have alot of family and friends that love you. Most important that God loves you and he will never leave you.
May the Lord bless and keep you safe. May he help you though this. May he wrap his arms around you.
Love
Maria {{{{{HUGS}}}}}