UPDATE ON MY DAD

WELL MY OH FAMILY, I SPOKE TO MY STEPMOM TODAY AND SHE TOLD ME THAT MY DAD WAS IN HIS FINAL STAGES OF "LIFE". HE IS AT HOME, AND MY HUSBAND AND I WERE THERE YESTERDAY AND BROUGHT HIM SOMETHING TO EAT. WE ALSO COOKED HIM A GREAT MEAL LAST WEEK WITH A CHOCOLATE PIE. YESTERDAY WAS NOT A GOOD DAY FOR HIM, HE HAD A BAD "SPELL" AND HAD TO BE PUT ON OXYGEN, I DONT KNOW HOW MY STEPMOM IS HOLDING UP, BUT SHE IS....I KNOW THIS IS THE HARDEST THING FOR HER. I KNOW THAT I DONT HAVE LONG LEFT WITH HIM, THE DOCTORS AND NURSES HAVE TOLD US IT IS JUST A MATTER OF TIME. HE IS GOING THRU WHAT THAT CALL THE FINAL STAGES, ALL THE SYMPTOMS HE IS HAVING. THE DYALISIS NO LONGER IS WORKING AS WELL, IT IS ONLY REMOVING THE FLUIDS. I HAVE BEEN CRYING ALL DAY.....I KNOW NOW HE IS READY TO GO HOME. I KNOW NOW THAT I HAVE TO REALLY EXCEPT THAT THIS IS GOING TO HAPPEN SOON...... I AM JUST HAVING SUCH A HARD TIME.....TO SEE HIM IN THE STATE HE IS IN, I DONT WANT HIM TO SUFFER ANYMORE, BUT I ALSO DONT WANT HIM TO GO......BUT I KNOW HE IS....AND I KNOW HE WILL BE BETTR OFF. IT IS JUST SO HARD..... I ASK AGAIN FOR ALL YOUR PRAYERS.....THEY HAVE HELPED ME AND MY FAMILY THRU THIS TOUGH TIME..... I THANK YOU ALL FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART, THAT I CAN COME HERE TO ASK AND RECEIVE THE PRAYERS AND SUPPORT. IT MEANS SO MUCH TO ME. I AM GETTING READY TO GO SEE HIM AGAIN TODAY, I AM SCARED SOMEWHAT, IT IS HARD FOR ME TO CONTROL MY EMOTIONS WHEN I AM WITH HIM, BUT I WILL NOT LET HIM SEE ME GET UPSET, I WAIT TILL I LEAVE. I LOVE YOU ALL......I THANK YOU FOR ALL YOU HAVE DONE FOR ME. I AM SO GRATEFUL FOR THE FRIENDS I HAVE MADE HERE..... WITH ALL MY LOVE AND HUGS. KIM

Oh Honey I'm sorry to hear about your dad. I will keep him and your whole family in my prayers. I'm hear if you need to talk God Bless Maria

Oh hon, I'm so sorry about your dad If you want to talk, I'm emailing you my phone number... I work nights, so you can call me at any time during the night {{{HUGS}}}