ot: life or something like it

I have not really been here since my dads death on Sept 25th. I am still not feeling back to normal. I have really no****ched what I eat, I just havent cared enough to watch. I know I am not over eating, it is just my choices are not up to par. I go to the Dr on October 13th (tues) and I know I need a fill. My band is really moody lately. It will be super tight one minute then next meal i could swallow a whole horse. I think it is due to stress of everything going on lately. I hope I have not gained since my appt in early Sept. I have GOT to get out of this funk I am in

With everything that you have just experienced, I would have to say it is "normal" to feel the way you feel.   My band reacts to stress, anxiety etc.  I am unsure if other people have the same exeperience with their band.  With a little time, I know you will get out of the funk you are in. BTW, did you get your package?

Amanda, you have been through a tragic and horrible ordeal. Things will get better but it does take some time. You are aware of your food choices and that is a good thing. You will pull out of this and start making better choices soon. Don't be so hard on yourself. We're our own worst critics. We're rooting for you dear!