Panicked!!
I am not at all surprised to hear how far you've come. I could see a difference at the last support group meeting we attended together. And true confessions - I have a difficult time noticing weight loss in other people. Great for you!
I am planning on attending the meeting on Monday night. I have to admit though, if it is bad news, I probably won't be able to face people who already have had the surgery. So for now, planning to go and hope to see you there!