HEY Everyone

OH MY GOSH!!!!!!!!!!!! Its been soooooooo long since I posted and I have missed you all sooooooooooooo much its not funny, I have been through alot, and had my ups in downs ,,thankfully all the up's were from my weight loss!!!! At 9mths out I have lost 145pds and that was as of last week,, I am still constantly loosing and couldn't be happier,, this was definitly the best decision I ever made,, I will come on tomm or the next day and post a long blog but just wanted to tell you about some minor updates,, well I was right in the middle of planning my dream wedding, moving into my dream house and all when my girlfriend came home one day and walked out,, It crushed my world,, I pretty much had a nervous breakdown, but due to my amazing family I survived and lost alot of weight!!! Who knew the new weight loss plan was get dumped!!!! anyway I am with someone new now who is amazing and just this past yea she has lost 90pds on her own , so she knows what its like to deal with the skin issues,, so its great!! I was working as a paramedic but my X made it soo hard to contiunue working at the same place , that I decided to take some time off right now and go back to where I knew I could make alot of money and catch up on all the down payments we put down for the wedding, which of course were in my name!! So I am going to be bartending,, plus I figure with this new body I could make some nice tips!!!! Well like I said I am down 145pds,, I think I am at about 165pds or so, and LOVIN IT,, I orginally said I would love to be about 135pd, but theres NO way,, I would look soo sick,, people already are saying how I need to slow down,, I think if I just got this skin removed,, which thankfully isn't a huge amount,, I would definitly be more than happy,, I am in a size 12,, size L or XL shirt,, omg who thought I would EVER be a large person again,, I was still wearing my 3 and 4x shirts and my current girlfriend said about a month ago I was no longer "allowed" to do that,, lol,, so she took me on a shopping spreee,, since then I have been this confident diva , who struts my stuff!!! ,, I swear I never thought I would have confidence again,, Well Hope everyone is good, Ill be back later to send emails and update some more,, I see SOOOOOOO many new faces and can't believe some of yall are pregnant,, thats WONDERFUL!!!!! love yall!!! Ash

hey ashleigh ! I"m so glad that u are doing so good right now ! WOW ! that is amazing about the weight that u have lost .Keep doing a wonderful job ! I am just starting my losing battle and will be on that losing side soon !

Did you get my message about my new "fur baby" at my house? Well, looks like we have some catching up to do. I would like to meet your friend. Buzz me. Frances

Hey Ashley, Glad to hear your world is right again! Congrats on the weight loss, you are doing great!! Keep up the good work! Cindee

I'm glad things are going well for you. Congratulations on all counts!