I need prayers....

I'm in dire need of prayers folks..... Things have been pretty rough here the past few days and the marriage is pretty rocky now and I've given up on my husband. I'm in a pretty bad situation where I live at because one of the gals that live here has been causing problems for me and accusing me of things I haven't done. The landlord provides electricity in the rent and she says that she is going to report me to the police because I'm stealing the landlord electricity. (????) I know she cannot file a complaint for the landlord but still this woman is very abusive in nature. So my mother in law and I made plans to move to Shreveport where my husband is. Well last night my husband told me he doesn't want to live with me anymore!! Mind you it was okay for me to move his mother down there to Shreveport, but I guess I was supposed to also find her a place to live etc etc etc.....and also find a place for myself. That was basically "the straw that broke the camel's back". I got so angry at him and I told him if he really wanted a divorce to go ahead and file it but do it so I won't have to sign any papers. I don't want anything to do with going against God's will. Apparently my "husband" has chosen to go against God's will. He KNOWS that God brought us together and that was confirmed by an evangelist one late night. Ever since I married him I'm the one that is supposed to be keeping him happy. Its up to me to make sure the marriage is successful and if it fails its my fault....so on and so on....apparently according to him my needs were not important. Its the woman's job to keep the man happy and thats it!! I'm tired of him expecting me to live up to these lofty standards while he believes it is okay for him to sit on his behindside, refuse to find a job, and take care of his family. He did this several times during our marriage and the last episode lasted over 14 months!!! So I just decided to let him go and not deal with him anymore. I'm fed up with him and I'm just going to let God take care of him and get myself out of the picture. Cowgirl Sue

Well I dont know you personally but I will be praying for you and hope you find the right decisions that make you happy.....Keep your head up and live for yourself today and let the lord deal with the rest.....take care.

Hi Sue. I hope you feel the great big hug that I'm sending your way. We pray for you daily in the LMA thread on the lap band board. It's not specific to each need, but it does say that you are struggling *and* headed in the right direction. Please don't lose heart and don't let the pain around you change who you are. All my best, Frances

Hey, Sue: I am praying for you to find comfort, have strength and feel peace over your decisions. Sometimes no matter what you do it's not enough for another person. You deserve to be happy. Being married to a person who doesnt keep up their side of the bargain is really hard (been there, done that) but I can tell you have a lot of strength or you would have left him a long time ago! God knows your needs and I know he will meet them. I wish you all the best! CJ