Hi... just checking in... Things are much better

After my surgery, I swear I was losing my mind. After a talk w/Dr. Barnes, I think we worked out our differences. I had another EGD for a possible stricture -- it wasn't. And an ultrasound for gallbladder issues -- nothing. So, I think my problems with swallowing and eating are stress related and not chewing slow enough (shame on me). Gary deployed two weeks ago. It's been hard on Gunner (my 2 1/2 year old) and me, but we're making it. The GREAT news is this!!!!! I've lost NINETY POUNDS in three months. NINETY!! Today I shopped for new clothes. I was a size 34. Tight 34. Today I bought a pair of capri pants that are sized 26 -- and they're sort of loose!!! Not only that, they're BUTTONED UP, not elastic. What I'm not liking is the hanging skin. But I know that when I stabalize in my weight, I'll get the tummy tuck and whatnot. I've already been talking to my insurance about that. My arms are ridiculous. Such sagging skin. But I don't care. I have sooo much energy. I admit my depression is still kickng my butt, but it is not due to the surgery... it's just something I've battled all my life but will deal with. I hope everyone's doing well. Frances, I can't thank you enough for support and emails. You're a Godsend!

Hi Lin, wow! that is alot of weight to lose girl! I have the skin issue too, but hopefully one day i can have tummy tuc****ep you chin up girl! you've come a long way! rhona

Woohoo! We need a party... I started at 32 tops and 28 bottoms. I'm in the process of getting rid of of my 24s-32s and seeking 22 down to 18. I'm so excited for you because the next time you post an update, you will be where I am now or even lower. I'm riding my bike and playing tennis. I stink at it, but the movement and endurance is my best weapons against depression. I'm shopping for a tummy tuck and arm surgery. I would be a true 16/18 if not for the extra baggage. But flat skin flaps are much better than them being full of 100s of my pounds. Thanks for the victory note and it's a joy to hear from you. All my best, Frances

90 lbs wow that's great. Keep up the good work. Tina

HI Lin, I'm glad that you worked things out with your doctor. Congrat's on the 90 pounds. I hope that your hubby's deployment goes by quickly and you once again have his help. Being a 'single' mom when there is a dad in the picture is so hard sometimes. I send wishes and prayers your way to have the strength to go through this period and come out bright, shiny, and happy on the other side. Take care! Kendra