Update on ME!!

Hey Everyone!!! Well life has been good ,, I couldn't ask for better,, well maybe more time to sleep and more money but other than that ,, I am lovin life and I don't think I have EVER in my life said that,,, I am at about 115pds weight loss ,, can't say exactly b/c my sister took my scale ,, which maybe is good,, so last I checked which was last week I was there,, but now my 16's are not fitting and I am starting to get a lil p.o.'d,,, I just bought 3 pairs of 16's 2wks ago and now can't get into them,, their too big,, so back to the avenue I went to trade them for a smaller size and they no longer carry that style and I loved them,, so I was disapointed!!! I am lovin loosing weight though,, it has stopped a lil ,maybe even stopped completly but I am definitly loosing inches still,, I am still thrilled though,, I am happy where I am at, and in the beginning never set any goals to be any weight at any date,, so I am HAPPY,, I am not competing with anyone other than my insecurities and I now have enough strength to kick their ass!!!! Me and Liz are doing great,, my bday was last thruday and I had a WONDERFUL bday I read some of my old journals where I was writting ,, "another bday,, hopefully next year I will be smaller and not want to die soo bad" ,, I can only cry my eyes out when I read them b/c they are SOOOO powerful and sad,, I feel sorry for myself when I read them to see the pain I was in.. I have been through alot and can only thank god for everything he has done,, and of course his right hand frances for always being there for me!!! I have sooooooooooooo many new pics I need to put up,, damn I look nothing like my old pics,, everyones keeps saying,, omg you have a face ashleigh,, I think they mean it nicely !!! lol its funny how alot of people don't recongnize you and the ones that do , just sit and stare for awhile,, I am soo excited to fit into my old jewerly and have had to size my ring for the 3rd time to a size 8,, When I was thin I NEVER wore a 8 I was always a 9,, my sister and mom got me a really really nice ring for my bday I hope it isn't too big when I get it back from being sized,, they said it would take about a month!!! I still have a ton of clothes to get rid of that are taking up my backseat,, so please call me if you are interested,, Me and liz are going out of town this weekend and I can't wait,, I swear I will come put some new pics up soon,, Now I have got to work on this skin prob,, Gosh I have a TON of it!!! Hope everyone is well still having computer probs so I have to come to CC's to get internet,,

I'm glad to hear everything's going well for you. Happy Birthday!

Glad things are going well for you. I wish you could come to the meeting I would love to see you again. Take care of yourself. Tina

I'm so happy.... I'm so happy! I'm so happy.... I'm so happy! I'm so happy.... I'm so happy! I'm so happy.... I'm so happy! I'm so happy.... I'm so happy! I'm so happy.... that I know where my Size 16 and 18s are coming from YOU know I love ya kiddo and your happiness means the world to me. Sorry I'm not going to see you Thursday night. I owe you dinner or at least a gift. Have fun this weekend! Frannie the old Forgotten Angel

Ash, I am sooo glad that you are going good and HAPPY B Day too mine is on this coming Wed. I bet it was shocking to read all the old entries in your journal. I am glad to hear that you and Liz are doing good now too. Keep up the good work.... Love ya, Chrissy

I'm glad to hear that everything is going great ! That time I talk to u ,were down and was sick ! I waited to hear from u bout those clothes but I figures u just got tied and busy ! I was worried that u had really gotten sick ! So I'm so happy to hear that everything is going great and Happy birthday and many more wishes!