:'( I want to thank all t...

I want to thank all the kind words that was sent to me about my surgery I was suppose to had yesterday, it was cancelled at the last minute.after I was at the surgery unit waiting to be taken back. I drove 2 and a half hours there and was there at 5:30 am and was told to go home, MY HEART SUNK. I was so upset I went into a full blown panic attack and couldnt answer the nurse . she said they tried to call me, I didnt get the message??????(wonder why??))) anyway, I was turned away and sent back home to feel let down. I had been going thru all the tests and doing what I needed to for over 8months to just get as far as I did.... I got home, and then the phone rung, I felt a little better, it was the office, crap, they couldnt put me back on the schedule un til sept 23rd, 46 more days, what did I do to get this???, they told me the my DR. had an emergency and was up all night and couldnt do mine. so here I am, down in the dumps, I was hoping to get this done and start back to college to finish now Ill have to wait til the next semester, not counting all the people I had to arrange to help me and be available for me, and now they wont be able next time, shoot! ! I really like my surgeon, but I think I should have at least got a sooner date than another couple of months, anyway, thanks for all your kind words and prayers, sorry they didnt get fulfiled this time around, Susanne