More than 1/2 of What I Was - But Sad
This week I hit the 193.5 mark in weight loss. That is 2 pounds less than my beginning weight. I think I expected the heavens to open up and to hear the angels singing and playing their harps. But, instead I got a "congrats" from my husband. I actually got more excitement at work. But it was still pretty low-key. I'm not sure what I expected - but today I feel very down. As the praises have pretty much subsided and I don't mean to be egotistical. But I still experience a great deal of head hunger - and sometimes that outside praise is what keeps you from grabbing the chocolate which for me tends to be much easier to digest than protein. Does anyone else experience this strange sense of sadness and guilt because you miss the "way to go's", etc.?