I am no longer starving

It never dawned on me last week during my bizarre rants about starving that it was very possible  it was from nerves, since we left  family court today my eating is back to its boring old 4 ounces 4-6 times a day I guess I was just thinking I was hungry with a very nervous brain.

I also discovered in posts that I made last week that my spelling and use of of the English language was also suffering I have no idea how anyone that read anything I wrote last week was able to decifer a single thing. My facebook page is even worse, my friend Mike who is stationed over in Iraq right now e-mailed my husband and my two best friends Aubrey and Elizabeth to find out if I had taken up drinking as a new extra curricular activity because not one thing I was posting, e-mailing or saying for that matter was making an ounce of sense, let alone spelled right.

Oh well what are you going to do

Wendy,  I did not realize I was a nervous eater until my mother was sick and passed away.  Boy did I learn quickly sitting at the hospital all night, just how much I was eating.  This was way before my lapband though. 

Now when I get nervous, upset or anything my band tightens up on me and I can't eat a thing.

Jacqueline

Hi Jacqueline,

I guess I have been nervous eating. It was crazy I was really eating everything insight. Like for example Mollie is really into this baking thing right now(which isn't too bad because I am not really a cake/cookie/bread type person more candy if it is a sweet thing) however last Thursady she was dying to make this cake( nothing exciting just plain old butter recipe yellow cake) well once it cooled and was ready to be iced she had to do homework so I iced it, when she excitedly cut into it she and Patrick discovered the majority of the middle of the cake was icing well guess were that part of the cake was yup in my stomach( I don't like cake unless it is chocolate or carrot cake) and that is just one example I can thinkof right now at 3 in the morning.

I did notice as you said when I am nervous like was today about  the are not so bad  weekend visitation changes(Mollie has to go to Indiana once a month not such a big deal as when the judge first told us)that I felt super duper restriction, in fact I could get the 4-6 ounces into it was just a matter of them staying once there.