Emotional Eating and loss of power
and I have been eating since I got here
I am amazed at the amount of food I can fit in my 3 oz stomach. Last night I ate so much at dinner I thought I would be sick. I would have felt better sooner if I had. It gave me some time to think about it while I was feeling bad though.
I guess that's how I got fat to begin with stuffing my face, but I never really thought about why. Since I've been here and things are out of my control I have really lost it. I can't even begin to list everything I ate, even this morning I have eaten twice what I should have for breakfast.
It's not really a matter of food choices it's the amount of food I am able to eat. So today starting now it's back to 3 oz at a time.
Anybody else struggled with emotional eating? How do you get through it and were you able to stop?
DS Lab Rats
Hi Vicki
I struggle with this as well. I used food to comfort myself... to sooth me. Also as a control. To alleviate being bored sometimes too. That immediate gratification of tasting something good. It is something I am sure to struggle with all my life.
I grew up with food being a reward for doing something. Win a ballgame... go out to eat. Eat your veggies... get dessert. Have a birthday... go out to eat to celebrate. For me eating is associated with good feelings.
Just recognizing when you start to fall back in to old mind frames... like you have, is a great way to get back on track. Recognizing it is half the battle. I look inward and wonder what am I really seeking... a Hug?? Attention?? Am I needing to grab my crochet and get my hands busy? Head to the YMCA and get my butt moving???
I will grab my water and drink... sometimes that is all I need. I fill up on the water and the moment has passed. Sometimes if the pull to graze is strong I will go brush my teeth. That makes me not want to eat. Sometimes I log on the computer and head to my blog. http://laphrodite.wordpress.com/ I write about what I am feeling and that helps me too. I pick up the phone and call someone. Anything to get the focus off myself.
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You are not alone.
I am an a emotional eater still,but i find that i eat my meals and if the phone dont ring i do pretty good.
But when the phone rings it is usually drama?
So i screen my calls ,if thats not posssible i make sure i have something to drink ,but if its the flavor im after i grab a sugar free popsicle if im still worked up and nothing is working i grab the gum sugar free gum is my new best friend i chew and stew,it keeps me from overeating and shooting my big mouth off.
I used to eat a whole bag of cheese puffs while talking on the phone or dealing with my teenagers now its a peice of gum..........
I also learned to write down what my feelings are doing the time im wanting to eat...........
Just know sweetie it has happen to some of us ,we are only human,the main thing is you realized something is wrong.
Good luck.
Good Luck getting back on track!!!
Denise
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Sounds like you have to deal with a lot more right now-no power, mother's house, and the stress of everything that eating is a comfort for you; and boredom leads to grazing as well...I really hope you are able to resume your own routines soon as I can completely understand why you are struggling...best to you!
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