Thats it... I've HAD IT!!!

I"M GETTING BACK ON THE BANDWAGON!!!!!!!!!!!! I can't take it anymore.. MY company left this morning.... I'm getting back on track!!!  But' I'm definately anxious to get my next fill on Jan 15th... cause I realized that I do not have any boundaries and those old habits POP right back in and take over!

Wish me Luck.... I'm sure I'll be a big old ***** tomorrow.. HA detoxing... from all the sugar...

Sandi

ps.. I don't dare get on the scale until my regular day of ( tuesday)>. i know if I saw those numbers up.. I'd get all depressed... and spiral out of control even more...

I hope the numbers will not be that high.  Even if they are, I am sure you will get them back in please really quick.  Good Luck!

Good for you!  Get back on track and good idea about not stepping on the scale until Tuesday.  Might make you less of a *****!  LOL! 

I had the surgery on Monday the 29th.   I am sore but doing better.

It's not so bad - i've been weaning myself off all wee****ep falling off the wagon but I get up and start over again the next day.  I am determined to do so good today - I even bought sugar free chocolate pudding mix so I can have a fix later tonight if I absolutely am suffering from withdrawal!

Sandi-
you will do it, and it will be ok. I know I have eaten my way thru the stress and holidays. I did fine up and thru Chirstmas, but it fell apart and I've told myself that I have to get in check on monday.  I think not weighing until you have been on a day or two sounds very good for your head.
 YOU will do wonderfully and stop beating yourself up...you are human. Unfortunately eating to celebrate is a long and colorful history for most Americans. You will do well.

Good luck and people are thinking of you.
teach

** you will appreciate this...being a teacher I get gifts from some of  my families at the holidays...well, one very kind child brought me an entire pie dish of homemade chocolate walnut fudge. Yeah, that was dangerous.  Another brought me pieces....I needed that HUH? I tried some of the  pieces and gave the rest away or I could have had more trouble.  I am sure you will get rid of the triggers and get back on the bandwagon as you say!

Hang in there Sandi!  Holidays and company have made it hard on most of us I'd think.
With the new year here, I am sure you will be back on track in no time!

Leslie

Sandi, hang in there!  The holidays are over and your next fill is less than 2 weeks away.  The beauty of the band is that hope is right around the corner.  The restriction will help and the bandwagon has plenty of room for us.  Here's to less of us in the weeks ahead!!!  <---- (sf, ff lattes)

 sitting here visiting and drinking some hot coffee/ cocoa,,,... ( still have a little bit of crud) in my head/throat... so glad you posted...i was just sitting here kicking myself for "some" of my bad eating habits and get inspired just reading the postings to your message... when my numbers start going up, i do the same.... hang in there.......cathy