Im so scared HELP

Im scared to get an adjustment.  I have had 6 since July .  Dec it was too tight and I got sick and now its too loose.  I thought of not even going back.  Ive only lost 20 p since I started this whole mess.  I cant judge the water during the adjustment, that may sound crazy,  but  I cant  get  it  right ,  Its too loose or too tight.....  Im gonna try one more time May 22.  I really need this to work for me.     Im so close to just giving up..  Any advice??

LisaAnnG,  I am so sorry you are having a hard time with adjustments.  I can tell you what my NP did since she has a hard time finding my port.  She leaves the needle in while I swallow the water.  If I can't tell whether it went down, she pulls some saline out and then it goes I not only feel it but you can hear it.  I had my fills standing.  I don't know how you get yours.  This has worked for me.  I hope it will work for you.  Don't give up.  Take care. Z

   Hi lisa. I just wanted you to know you arent alone. I have only had one fill and was too tight and didnt realize it, Im wide open now and scared to get it adjusted!!! I had worked up my nerve then My babysitter bailed on me and I had to cancel it. since then I havent beena ble to work myself up to it again.  I do think it makes me exercise harder, keeps me in check sometimes, knowing I have to work at it now but man is it getting harder to do,..   So good luck and maybe I can follow in your steps.. dawn