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Thank you everyone! Cute Hair Angela.  ;) We'll get through it.  It has been a long illness.  It's sad to say but the real hurting is just beginning.  We have alot to settle now that both of our parents are gone.  Grief is a weird emotion...everyone handles it differently. 

Thats true. How are all the little ones handling it?

It is really tough.  My girls would call grandpaw everymoring to wake him up.  He could not hear the alarm so they were the alarm.  They would giggle and tell him to get up.  Was really cute.  Today was Jill's turn and she cried and cried.  I feel like I am running on crazy power.  I think if I stop I will totally fall apart.  Just too much going on.  Hope to camp this weekend.  I don't know if that will be good or bad. Jane PS Love your hair

Oh, the poor little things. U r running on nerves and u will need a breakdown and in my experience, the "meltdown" might actually leave u feeling "some" better. Getting it all out. Never lost a parent, a stepdad suddenly from a massive heart attack but never a parent. Have lost all my grandparents but mamaw and she has a biopsy today on her breast. They think its cancer. They've done decided if it is to take her breast off cause she couldn't handle chemo.

Jane, Amy, Mimi, and Sarah, I am so sorry for your loss.  It is never easy to lose a loved one.  Just remember that he is in a better place and is in no pain now.  I will continue to pray for each one of you, that you all find peace and start to heal.  Take care of yourselves! God Bless, Sara

Thanks Sara

So sorry, but glad to hear your family will be coming together tomorrow. Fellowship is so specail and full of love. i pray you all are able to find peace among one another. I always think of my mom & dad every holiday. I am glad my husband has a big family because it helps to be around other people.

Jane, Amy, Mimi, and Sarah sorry to say I dnt know any of you ladies but you all sound like a nice bunch of ppl ,just saying a prayer that your family gets peace I know it is hard to lose a loved one & your father as that my father is gone also but just knowing he is pain free & in such a better place & waiting on me to be there some day is worth it all ,my your family have peace & healing time God bless you all

Thanks for the kind words.  I believe he is in a better place.  I know we did what he wanted but it was still hard to make that decision.  He walked in the hospital and in 10days the staph infection just was everywhere.  You just can't kill that and being on dialysis just made it worse.   Thanks again Jane

Jane, Sarah, Mimi, and Amy   I am so sorry for your loss and hope you are all doing as well as can. Our prayers ares till with you all and may God just bless you and all yours in this time of sorrow. I hope you was able to enjoy your cookout. God Bless, Michael