Surgery Date!
I will be having my surgery at 1:00 p.m. on March 11, 2004 in Topeka! I feel like it's been a long road but I know that a lot of people have had a lot longer road to getting to have the surgery. Now that I actually have a date and a pre-op date scheduled it seems like it's so close and yet so far away. Only 25 more days until my pre-op and then 13 more days for surgery.
I couldn't have come this far if it weren't for the wonderful ladies at the Hutchinson support group. Deanna, you have been awesome! I am so blessed to have met everyone there and I look forward to sharing my weight loss journey with them. You guys are AWESOME!!!
Even after all the research I have done and continue to do I suddenly feel so TOTALLY unprepared for the surgery. I have been going over everything I have learned and I keep thinking "There is NO way I will ever remember all this stuff after I have surgery". I know that's not true but it's still kind of scary. I am so afraid that in spite of all that I have learned that I will fail at this weight loss attempt too, that it will be like all the other hundreds of things I have tried. I think the reason it scares me so much is to know that this is IT. If this fails, there is nothing left.
I know though that I have a wonderful support system and a great bunch of friends in Hutch who will be there with me along the way. I can't wait to be on the other side and be a post-op!
Have a great week everyone. God Bless!!!
Carrie
WOOOOHOOOOOOOO!!!!! you know we're all doin' the HaPpY DaNcE with you You've really got a GREAT attitude Carrie and are going to do FANTASTIC!!!! I promise, you'll remember all the "stuff" and get in the groove of your new tummy alot quicker than you're thinking. Besides...you can ALWAYS holler at one of us if you have a question sweetie!!!
BIG HUGS
Deanna K