I'm back and disgusted...
I want to apologize for always posting when I am upset. But that's what I seem to do. And I'm doing it again...
Monday morning before I left I weighed 228lbs. I was 3lbs from 150#'s lost. I thought when I got back I would have lost that 3 lbs and reached a FANTASTIC goal. We walked our asses off. I climbed so many stairs I thought I would die. I kept up with NORMAL people. Which I am VERY grateful for....last year I had to ride my scooter. However, when I got back I had GAINED 6 EFFIN' lbs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Uh huh...you read that right.
So, you want to know what I ate? Over the course of 3 days these are the things I "cheated" and ate....1/2 pretzel, slice of pizza (toppings only/no crust) 1/2 ice cream cone, few gummy candies and about 8 oz of regular soda (just sips of my husbands over the 3 days). I took my protein and drank it. I drank water out my butt. I took protein bars and cottage cheese and ate that. For lunch I bought a subway sub and just ate the meat off of it. NO BREAD. I counted my calories and was right on track for what I had been doing here at home. One day I was a little high but that is b/c I ate STEAK at a restaurant. Uh huh....I was PROUD of myself for doing such a good job....and then 6 EFFIN' pounds????
You know, my weight loss was steady until I hit 265 and then it stopped. I was stuck there for 3.5 months!!!!! I have worked my butt off to take off the last 30lbs. I am working out twice a day AND lifting with a trainer. I write down what I eat. I don't eat bread, pasta...not even tortillas. Seriously, I am beginning to wonder if my RNY is broke? I don't feel restriction and I can eat more than I should be able to without pain....I don't. I measure b/c if I just try to eye it ....I can eat too much. I REALLY want to know what is going on in there. This may seem odd to say but I want the doc to scope me. I have also been having some weird feelings and mild nasuea more than normal. I meet with her soon and HOPE she can shed some light on what the HELL is going on.
Any thoughts?
I am so pissed off.
Jeannie
33 lbs lost prior to surgery!
Make a pregnancy ticker
Starting Weight/Surgery Day Weight/Current Weight/Goal Weight
276/261/151/139
My trainer told me once that when you are in a new enivorment that is stressful - physically (extra walking then you normally do) & emtional (happy your there, excited about the ride you were just on, etc...) that your body goes into this weird survival mood that it will allow your muscles to unnecessarily bulk up and hold water. I went to my deceased Father's Family reunion last weekend in Michigan. Had to walk a quarter mile to the bath house/potty house - so that was emotional stress for me plus extra walking/exercise. Came home and weighed myself Monday morning finding I gained 8 lbs. Took two natural organice water pills and some miralax(stool softner) and MADE myself journal the emtions out about how my weekend went. Weighed in Friday morning and I lost those 8 lbs plus 2.3 more.
Sometimes our bodies have very weird independent process it will force itself to go into to deal with sometimes even the tiniest things/changes in our life. Like posted above - journal your emtions & exercises w/your food and I bet you'll find a pattern that you can modify to fit your benefit.
Hang there and don't be to tough on yourself about your RNY. It's not a magical solution. It's just a tool that came w/no insturctions that you kinda got to figure out how to use to benefit you.
Blessings & Prayers
Jodi
Highest Weight: 317/Surgery Weight: 267/Lowest Weight: 148
Currently Filled 1.4cc in a 4 cc band APBand
Panniculectomy w/psudeo TT proformed by Dr Bergman 10/8/2009
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