I Was Woundering If........?
I know I don't post like I use to & to be honest I don't even go to events like I use to. I've pretty muc h have lost touch w/most of you on here because I'm having some really bad emotional issues that have lead to big time depression, anxiety, and some phobia's.
With that being said.....
I'm really overly nervous about my appointment w/Dr Bergman on the 27th. I'd really appreciate it IF someone could/would find a way to attend w/me so I won't be alone.
If anyone would be interested ........ please PM me.
Thank You All Very Much
Blessings & Prayers
Jodi
Highest Weight: 317/Surgery Weight: 267/Lowest Weight: 148
Currently Filled 1.4cc in a 4 cc band APBand
Panniculectomy w/psudeo TT proformed by Dr Bergman 10/8/2009
Need Help With Success? Read a Geneen Roth Book. "When Food Is Love!"
Tracy
OH Support Group Leader
RNY 296# 5/28/08 Panni removal 150# 3/8/10
Tracy,
Thank you so much for the kind words and encouragement. I wish I could overcome these fears and phobias - much of them however came from having an abusive childhood though. And even though I've been in therapy since my first suicide attempt at age 13, it is and will always be a struggle for me. Yes, I have good days, however with the passing of my father via cancer while I was batteling cancer has retriggered a lot of emotional things I though I had cleared up. I'm really trying not to let them give up my dreams, to which one was my tummy tuck and that is why I'm still going thru with having it done. I'm just finding the process of not giving up and continueing to be draining though, and unforunately for me I have been VERY good about making myself isolated from a lot of people that care for me and it would help me feel better about my self, self courage, and my relationship to STOP isolating myself if I could possibly have someone help me in small steps to follow thru with my tummy tuck process.
Thank you for saying you are proud of me. That statement honestly means a lot to me. Seriously it does.
Blessings & Prayers
Jodi
Highest Weight: 317/Surgery Weight: 267/Lowest Weight: 148
Currently Filled 1.4cc in a 4 cc band APBand
Panniculectomy w/psudeo TT proformed by Dr Bergman 10/8/2009
Need Help With Success? Read a Geneen Roth Book. "When Food Is Love!"
Thank You Stacy for the words of kindness & understanding. I know that someday I'll get myself together just some days are more frustrating then most. Plus I have fund such wonderful encouragement here on this board.
When I first came here (Go**** will be 4 years now, as I'll be 4 years post op this August) I was the ONLY bander & most people either had no understanding of banding or thought my choice wouldn't give the same results their RNY's had - well..... I've become the best pro bander and example and proud of it. Infact if it hadn't been for Sherri "volunteering" my encouragement about the band I think I probably would have just sat here on the board, never attempting to go to any events, talking to anyone here inreal life, or making huge steps out of my sheltered self induced isolation. So even though some (or many) may seem rough around the edges to you right now (or lately). They really are a great gang of Ladies (& a few men) that I'm proud to count on as my cheer crew. They were great support in the birth of my baby (I have 15 years between him and his other sibiling), the discovery & treatment of my cancer, the death of my father, & even my wedding - all which have occured within the last year and a half to two years.
But sincerely, thank you thank you thank you for your understanding.
Blessings & Prayers
Jodi
Highest Weight: 317/Surgery Weight: 267/Lowest Weight: 148
Currently Filled 1.4cc in a 4 cc band APBand
Panniculectomy w/psudeo TT proformed by Dr Bergman 10/8/2009
Need Help With Success? Read a Geneen Roth Book. "When Food Is Love!"
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