Sunday Night

Hiya friends. How are you doing? I hope things are well. I'm having a rough weekend. Friday night at work at Sears, I was down and out. Luckily there were extra cashiers. I volunteered to help fold dress shirts in the mens' department. I could go at my own pace and not have to be in a good mood. Saturday I just went to sleep early because I was sad. Today I slept in late. I just moped in bed until about 2pm. I feel so lonely without my Maggie. It's only 8:30, and I'm back in bed again. I don't feel good, but's it's my own fault. I indulged in a piece of chocolate cake at BW3's. It made a return appearance at both ends. Then I felt shaky and dizzy, and broke out in a sweat. Not a good thing. So I'm just waiting it out. This too shall pass.

Hi Linda
I am so sorry you are feeling this way.  I can't even imagine what you have been through.  Please know that you have lots of friends here that you can rely on.  I hope you start feeling better soon!
Jacque

Linda,  I am glad you have ways to cope at work and get by.  I know it cant be easy but you are getting stronger everyday.  I am sorry you dumped on your dessert.  I dont dump and sometimes I wish I did.  But I just recently tested the waters a bit and found that I didnt dump on ice cream.  So I am avoiding everything that I can.  I have come too far to go back.  I tell you this just to make this point,  You are doing better every day and you are making strides  even if it doesnt seem like it.  You have made it this far and you need to push onward.  You too have come so far.  So dont let this horrible accident ruin what you have done for yourself.  You look amazing and you have so  much to be proud of.  You sweet angel girls are proud of you for your progress too. 

Hang in there and be tough.  I  KNOW YOU CAN DO THIS! 

Huge hugs,
Tracy

I'm sorry you're feeling down Linda. Sometimes it just takes time before you can really kick yourself in the butt to get going again. Don't feel bad for dealing with this however you need to, if thats laying around for a while then thats it. Just remember that your sweet little girl wouldn't want you to stop living your life the way you worked so hard to do. Everyone here loves you and is always here.

Ayreka

Linda, considering what you've been through, you've done amazing.  Like others have said, every day you are getting stronger. 

Honey, Maggie would not want you to be sad.  She'd want you to remember the fun times with a smile on your face.  Eventually you'll be able to do that and know that you will see Maggie and Lucy again someday.

When you feel sad, come here and talk to us rather than turning to food.

We all love you.

Huge soft hugs....

Sorry that you are having a rough time right now, but we all do understand!!!! Please continue to come here and talk to us for all of the extra support and gentle hugz that you amy need! You have come so far!!! Keep moving ahead, one little step at a time!!! It is ok to take it slow and understandably it may take alot of little steps! Continue to know that we are all keeping you in our continued thoughts and prayers! Maggie and Lucy are watching over you and have their arms wrapped tightly around you!!!! They both know how far you have come and are with you as you continue to take this one moment at a time!

Hugz Dawn

Linda, your in my thoughts and my prayers!!!!!

Jamie

Linda I don't really have any words of wisdom but I just wanted to let you know I'm thinking about you and praying for you. (( HUGS ))

    Hi Linda,

I know you sometimes feel like you have no reason to get out of bed, but remember that even though you don't have Maggie with you right now, you do have two wonderful men that need you very much.  Mike and Mikey need their wife and mother and Maggie is never really very far away.

I wrote a poem when my grandmother passed away and I think the final verses are appropriate for you.  I hope they bring you comfort:

  You Held My Hand  
You held my hand when I was young,
I held your hand when your days were done,  
And in between, through all the years,
We shared the joys and the tears  
We gathered ‘round the Christmas tree,
Shared birthday cakes, and Halloween,  
However far, however near,
I held you in my heart so dear,  
Now you’re through that final door,
Into God’s hands forever more,  
But not so very far, you see
You’re in my heart and memory.    
By Cindy L. Perry