Its just SUCH a beautiful day.....

and it has put me in a beautiful mood!!

So, I jsut really felt like posting, and I will warn you...I am having an ADD moment, so I am not patient enough to correct my spelling....

Isn't the weather jus AWESOME?!?!?!  I know it is supposed to change, but it just seems like God wanted to give us some sunshine in our lives, just to remind us that he is there!!!

SO, I have ALMOST lost 70 lbs.  (I lost ten this week because I wasnt able to eat and was drinking liquids like a fool!)  And it is so UN-REAL!! I mean, I have went down a size or so, and people are like "OH MY GOSH" but I dont really see it, you know?!?  I FEEL it, of course, how could you not??  And I can tell in some places (face, shoulders....collar bone.....BTW: did you know we have bones in our thighs??  WE TOTALLY DO!!)...but its not like WOW!!  I mean, I like how I look, (I can't wait to look better :)) honestly.......I dont know...anyone else have these feelings??

Oh, and I have an addiction......i cannot go anywhere without wearing my "spanky"..lol, a body-shaper, for all intents and purposes.  I mean, I don't look THAT bad without it, but I know I look BETTER with it......I'm so twisted.

Gosh, I am hyper, and I bet anyone reading this is like "wow...calm down spaz", but i just want everyone on here to know that I value every little bit of info we share, i mean, I LOVE ALL OF YOU DEARLY!!!

I am gonna try and post a before and during (because i have quite a bit to go), just so you can all see that I am not crazy, and i look a BIT different, but nothing major...at least to me!!

 LOVE YOU ALL!! 

KATIE ANN

Katie my dear!!! 

I am glad you are so perky today and you are in a good mood.  I was a cleaning fool today.   I think the sunshine and the warm temp made all the difference in the world to me. 

I know what you mean about your "spanky".  I have some I wear too because it feels nice to have the extra support. 

Oh and about the bones... girl, I keep finding more and more bones... its amazing.  And I was standing in front of the mirror and saw daylight between my thighs!!!!  There are actually two separate thighs!!!!!  I was shocked!

I think your feelings and thoughts are very normal for surgery patients.  I have been exactly where you are in the thought process too.  I keep looking forward to the new me.  It's so exciting.  Wait til you get to a point when you start dropping clothes sizes like crazy.  It didn't happen for me until 7 months out then all at once... its so cool and so amazing.

Huge hugs,
Tracy  (Momm)