Bad Night

Ok I am venting...I am goin to say sorry in advance...evidentally I have bothered someone with my health stuff...really not sure how because I rarely post about it...and sorry others update my OH family...so please just click off the message and read no further.....

I just need an ear...or eyes rather....

Today has just been the worst day ever....My MS is kickin my tail....I am moody...I hurt....I am emotional....my body is not working right...My balance is awful...Muscles spasms and leg cramps....not to mention they are so weak that someone is holding on to me when i walk to the bathroom....I feel so old....This is the worst day I have ever encountered...my head is pounding....

ok all that said....I just wanna know....why me....not that i wish anything i have been thru on anyone...I just want a break! I am so tired...I am not as strong as some of you thin****ep a smile on my face cause I don't want to bring anyone else down....i smile and laugh because my kids have been thru enough and i don't want them to think anything is wrong...i have hid so much and pushed it deep inside...that i feel out of control....maybe thats more so cause my body is just not doing what i want it to do....

my thought process is all over the place...I can't stay focused or concentrate on anything...when I try to talk I know what I want to say but it doesn't come out right....I guess frustration is what has ahold of me tonight....not to mention my dad is having heart problems been doing tests and hospitalized...and no one even told me....thats a whole other story.... and the funny part....this is only a small portion of whats goin on in my life....it keeps gettin worse....I do have faith thou....just waiting impatiently for brighter days...should i start singing now....Theeeeeeee sun will come out tomorrow!

hugs
Kim

ahhhhhhh
Kimmy Im so sorry you are going thru all of this and yes you can bet your bottom dollar the sun will come out tomorrow.
I love you sweetie and you have a right to vent i wish i could make you better.
Hope your dad gets better.
Huggs and kisses

I love you babes...thank you It's goin to be a better day today =)

hugs
Kim

PFFT!!!! Don't worry about who you MIGHT have offended! We love you and are here for you! This is a support group and we love you!

I am so sorry that you are having to deal with so many medical issues as well as other issues in your life! I do hope and pray that GOD continues to hear our prayer requests for you! You deserve to be happy and smiling and singing whatever song you choose!!!



I have one for ya- come on OH sing along with me!!!


YOU are MY sunshine, my only sunshine... YOU make me HAPPY....

I love ya KIM! Keep your spirits up and know that we love ya and are thinking of ya! Call me if ya need to, k? Hugz Dawn  XOXOXOXO

You warm my heart....I love ya babes!

your song choice makes me smile....

thank you for all you do

hugs
Kim

I love you girl!  dont worry about what some others might think or say.   We love you and want to be here for EVERYONE!

I am praying for you!  Let me know if you need anything.

Huge hugs,

YOUR Tracy   LOL

MY TRACY...

you rock girl....you know you are my #1

thank you
hugs
Kim

I will send lots of "feel better" vibes your way.  You and your family will be in my thoughts:)

Thank you Stacy

I am holding on to your feel better vibes  =)

have a great day

hugs
Kim

Hi Sweetie,
DO NOT APOLOGIZE FOR STATING YOUR EMOTIONS & THE TRUTH ABOUT YOUR HEALTH. IF SOMEONE WANTS TO CRITICIZE YOU- WELL, THEY NEED TO GET A LIFE!!!!!
One of my dear friends has had MS for years- & the weather really affects her abilities to even function & get out of bed. You deserve so much happiness, I just wish you could enjoy life more & without pain. I do understand girl, and am here for you. I think you are one inspiring woman- and have so much courage. I THINK OF YOU ALL THE TIME &- MOMMA LOVES YOU!!!!!!!
Hang in there -pm. me anytime!