Thursday...

Good morning everyone!

I have three meetings today so today ought to go by fairly quick. I was thinking about blowing off the last one (12:30-2) since I usually do blow off that one (it's a monthly thing) but my boss said in our staff meeting yesterday that she wants everyone to be there. Oh joy. I'm not in the mood for one meeting much less three.

So what am I in the mood for? Right now, I would like to do nothing more that go over to Gail's house and bang on her door until she lets me in so I can talk to her face to face! I am so upset over all of this. I cannot believe someone would be so cruel as to hurt her like this. I cannot believe either that Gail is turning her back on her friends. Gail had told me each time I talked to her for the past few weeks (which has not been that many times) that her mouth was hurting so I would back off and not call so much so that I wouldn't be the cause of more physical pain. It makes me wonder now just how long this crap has been going on and if it wasn't her mouth that was hurting but her heart. So my friends, today, I am very depressed. I sincerely feel like I lost my best friend. If I had lost her because of me being mean, then I'd have it coming to me...but to lose her because someone else decided to be mean to her? I thought our friendship was stronger than that. Gail...if you read this, you are breaking my heart behaving this way. You, my dear, should know better.

Well..I guess I'll get back busy with the notebooks. That ended up taking alot longer than I had planned yesterday. In fact, it started a whole different project. So...it'll be something to do when I'm not busy doing something else. If ALL I did was that project, it'd probably take me at least a few weeks. Job security...

Later..love you's...

Sherri

Sherri,

I am so sorry that someone cut Gail so deeply and did it intentionally.  I know you must be hurting because of being so close to Gail.  I can understand wanting to get face to face with her.

Gail, sweetheart, please, please, please come back.  Don't let the nasty person win.   You are loved by so many people here.  I read the posts to you and I can tell how much you mean to everyone.   Lean on your friends and those who love you to try and get past the hurt.

 Julie

Good morning all!

I hope you all have a safe, warm day.  I am not sure what today will bring.  I am just gonna go with the flow I guess.  I am a bit down as well.  I think alot of it is the weather being so cold and the serious hurt that i feel for my friends.  So many of you are going thru bad things right now and even my own family is facing some horrible things.  I just plan to jump into some housework and try to forget all the bad in this world.

I am going to work on looking for some other jobs.  I started the process to get hired at the VA.  I also am checking into some other opportunities.  I can't sit and wait forever on a job that may not come.  It's really starting to depress me not having a job.

Hope you all have a great day!

Huge hugs,
Tracy

Serri, it makes me sick to think that someone has hurt Gail so bad and in turn that it has hurt you. I hope that whom ever  ( is that the correct grammer?) feels terrible for hurtng her and apoligizes soon. This board is for support and many times I feel that people have been nasty wether they have meant to be or not. I still love coming here and it brightens my day. Jana

I agree with Sherri.  Gail, please don't let that sorry-a$$ed ******* win!  Lord knows there are some cruel and heartless people on here that like nothing more to do than to spread viscious lies around. These people don't give a damn who they hurt, as long as they are making themselves look like they are right about everything. No matter what they are saying, YOU know that you are correct, and thats all that matters.  Please, don't let the actions of the few sorry ******** get you rattled........there is more to life than that. I have learned that myself, and thats what keeps me going! There is also more to life than this board, but this board is what has brough life to so many people! Love ya, and miss ya Gail!

Sherri and everyone
I cant begin to imagine why anyone would wonna hurt Gail,she is the one who loves everybody unconditionally.
Who ever it is they are weak and knew this would hurt her or should i say devaste her.
Gail honey we love you so much please come back to us,dont let them win show them they cant keep Gail down.
Who ever done this i hope you are happy what did you gain by this?
You ought to be ashamed hurting someone like Gail why didnt you go after someone who was stronger and would give it right back to you.
Sherri maybe thats what she needs is you to see her maybe she needs reassurance and a hugg.

Gail ...if you are reading this....come back to the board. We really do miss you!

I know that I have been used, lied to, manipulated and stomped on  after helping and trusting people I truly thought were my friends and some that were not. That is why I have chosen to distance myself from those people but not the boards. I take people at face value now and try to protect myself and unless I hear it straight from their lips or writings...I do not believe it!  I do not get into that he said / she said crap. Things get twisted and taken out of context too easily. It took me a long time to get past the last one. I considered this person such a good friend and cared very much for her. But to have all of that demolished in one fell swope was devastating.  I still cannot even talk about it without tearing up. The bad part is that it came out in front of alot of people and so I knew  I was not just imagining it. We were all in shock. I really miss the friend I thought I had.  I am going to stop at that. I just want ya to know....don't let one person tear your support system away from you. We all need it.  We all need you!

Sherri...i am so sorry you are hurting....big hugs and love ya girlie! gail just has to understand there is always a bad apple somewhere...just toss it! we dont need it sour the whole bunch....

gail....i love ya babes....your heart is as pure as gold....brush this off your shoulders....for someone to go on a SUPPORT group and be so judgemental is saddening to me...i turn here because i have no where else....and i would hope no one would take that from me....so please don't let them take it from you...much love babydoll....
 
leeann....i am so sorry that someone could have taken advantage of you and used you...i  just don't see how anyone could use people that are so amazing...and you sweetheart are just amazing! love ya!

hugs
Kim

Sherri, So sorry that Gail has been so hurt by some thoughtless person. What in the world is this all coming too! We are all here to support and uplift and it seems there is always someone out there trying to hurt someone. It is so sad.....this life we live here on earth is for such a small time that it is a shame to waste time with these sad people. I find people ususally critize others to help elevate themselves. Gail is so sweet and I can't beleive someonw would stoop to hurting her...and for what purpose...just plain meaness? I say we don't give any importance to people who are not important in our lives! Gail , honey come out and feel the love! You are an important part of us and don't let anyone tell you different! I miss your posts...I always  think of you as a beautiful purple butterfly! lol Life is short sweetie and we have to sparkle while weare here! so come on and lets see that sparkle!

Hugs to you all!
Marianne