This isnt me

Here I thought you and I were going to be really good friends but you are as  as I am! LOL

Seriously, I don't know if your bipolar or not but it should be a concern for you now that your Mom's been diagnosed with it.  My Grandpa and Uncle both are and I've seen then both go off the deep in a time or two and I watch myself because of it. 

The shrink suggested I get on an antidepressent in December of 07 after my eval for surgery.  Asked for a copy of the "test" and asked him to put a note on a paper to give to my PCP.  I took everything to him and he put me on one.  I stopped taking mine after surgery and was fine until my soon to be exDH (not sure this means dear husband this time) pulled his disappearing act.  Right back on it I put myself.  My PCP was ok with me being off of it and when I called he was ok when I went back on it.  Winter is the hardest time of the year for emotions and with the weight loss our bodies and emotions are going through the ringer.  Cut yourself some slack but check in with your Dr.  Yes, I probably AM nicer when I take my HAPPY pill but not always.

In your defense you don't have to be the sharpest crayon in the box to work at Wally World.  I'm NOT saying everyone who works there is dumb - please don't get me wrong - but last week one of the cashiers did tell me they didn't sell cereal at Walmart AS she was RINGING it up!  "Oh I didn't know we sold cereal here"