thanks elf! and an update

 i was having a pretty bum day the other day when i got a package in the mail. it really cheered my up. thanks, secret elf, for knowing when i needed a pick me up.

things here have been pretty crazy. school started up again, and i'm super busy with that. work is kicking my can, and i've been dumping on just about anything lately. i was bad. i ate a big marshmallow. trust me. that is never going to happen again. i have even been dumping when i take my vitamins which has made me not want to be very good about taking them. yes, i know. i'm working on it. i only have 2 more calciums to take today. :) anyway, the killer migraine like headache is getting to me. it just won't go away, and i really don't want to take tylenol to help it either. i'm also running anemic, and i've been super duper tired which isn't letting me find the energy to exercise more than walking the dog. which of course means that i've been in a stall for forever. i'm also having this weird thing where one day i eat a lot more food than the next day. like today, i had to force myself to eat the same amount of food i normally eat at lunch, and i had to eat it to get my protein in. 

so basically, i've been a very bad girl, and i know it. so please help me deliver the swift kick in the pants that i need cause apparently my foot isn't wanting to do it for me.