Kind of down

SO my week so far has been sucky.... Why do people act so stupid sometimes. Alot of drama at work and I feel like a lost a good friend of mine and had my feelings hurt. I didn't want to post this because I don't like to air my dirty laundry but I know my husband gets sick of hearing about it and I have noone alse to talk to. People listen in on other peoples conversations and then repeat WHAT THEY think to be THIER version of what they heard. Why are people so malicious? I always try to be supportive and a pretty much happy person most of them time. I mean I have my moments but Overall I feel I am pretty positive. Well this has happened to me this week and I am hurt and feel like I have lost a pretty close friend. Over stupid stupid inocent things. I just want to breadown and cry. Can't for once somebody see what I see and how I think a situaton has occured. Maybe I am the one that doesn't understand and has a blindeye to what is going on. ( i don't think so but whaever) 
I can't stand working or being around Turmoil. I have very bad anxiety problems and on meds for it but situations like this just make me feel worse. I just want to NOT EAT when this happens. Today I am at 750 calories-ish. I ususally do 1000-1100. Seems to be what Works better for my body and I know I will not lose IF I do not eat enough. But WHen I get upset I DON'T like to eat. I am made sure I got in all my protein but the stress is really messing with me.
Thanks for listening to my RANT, I am sorry for being a debbie downer.....Have a great rest of the week:
xoxox Shanna

Oh Shanna I know how you feel when i was in restaurant management. Two of the girls i had as crew both got knocked up by the same guy who worked there it was sooo dramatic.

( HUG )

Drama Sucks!!! I can't stand it, and everything that goes along with it.  I know you are frustrated, and it takes a toll on your mind, body, and spirit..........BUT, you are a strong woman, and have endured alot already, so you will get thru this as well!  Hang in there.  Vent to us anytime!  Thats what we are here for!
Hugggs!

((((shanna)))))) Talk to your friend and tell her that if people would listen to the words you say and not what they think you are saying this crap would not happen. If she was really a friend she will listen.  Hope your days/week gets better!

Shanna
sweetie if she is a good friend she will givew you a chance to explain yourself.
I have learned thru life that there will always be those few trouble makers who can tear your world apart and they will but i always beleive in karma and they will get theres ..
Im sending you a hugg and telling you you have come along way dont let anyone get to you, you are a shero and you know you did no wrong..

Oh Shanna,

I'm sorry that this is happening right now.  Unfortunately I know exactly how you feel as I am in pretty much the same situation with my work.  It really has been uncomfortable!  I'm a pre-op/emotional eater, so I am fighting to not turn to food as my comfort.  I know I can't talk about this at work, as it would only exacerbate the situation.  I do talk to my husband about some things, but he's a guy and always wants to fix it.  No offense to anyone, but sometimes you just need to talk it out--or vent. 
I have struggled my whole life with taking care of myself...especially in difficult situations.  What helps me--when I do it--is to take a walk.  Also, I have found this site to be a safe place to talk about my struggles.  
Hope that helps. ....we're here for ya!    
Christina

Shanna,
 Right now I am sending out a big cyber ((((((((hug)))))))))))))to you, can you feel my arms around you-squeezing you tight?
I understand completey how you are feeling- I ,too, have been hurt deeply by dear friends over something so trivial. IF they really are your friend you both can get thru this. Be honest with them, and if they really know you, like I do, they will not only understand but be mad at who ever perpetuated this story!!! I would have a meeting with all of the staff and put a stop to it! Geeze, people can be so shallow,petty & meanspirited!They definatley should have more to do than spread gossip/lies!(MY RANT!-see its ok- what we are here for!)

You have my cell number- I am still going tomorrow night- meet the same time & place & we can really talk then, ok??!!!I love you dear one, and so does God. He knows what you are going thru- just keep leaning on Him & the truth!
Love you Lil Sister,
Ellen

Shanna :hugs: drama sucks azz... i'm sorry your going through that... take care of yourself... i'm the same way now when i get stressed I don't eat I have to force myself because i'm not hungry at all... it's crazy how our lives change after this surgery... I'm havin ga very similar problem myself with one of my friends and it does hurt very badly... just keep your head up and know in your heart of hearts that it will all work it's way out in the end it just may suck getting there... ::hugs::

vent to us whenever, girl you already know that I do!!