Can I Vent?
Last night I ate something I should not have even tasted let alone ate. The worst part is it stayed down. I am a person that gets their feelings hurt very easy. I wouldn't hurt anyone. I trying to get myself together. I am trying so hard to deal with my fears and find who I really am . Please keep me in your prayers that I can handle this and come out stronger. Love you all, Gail
Believe ! Each and Every Day.
301 pounds lost since RNY 10/26/06
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My Sweetie Gail...I love you so much. Please don't beat yourself up over this. We're all going to do this sometime. We're human and we make mistakes. I'll pray for you to deal with your fears. I struggle with the identity part too so we can pray for each other on that one!
Know you're not alone. Keep your chin up Beautiful.
Smooches,
Jacqui
Smooches,
I feel so very blessed to have you in my life, I am going to keep my chin up. I love you so much too. Hugs & Blessings Gail
Believe ! Each and Every Day.
301 pounds lost since RNY 10/26/06
Visit me @ www.MySpace.com/gail7616
Gail, this whole thing is a learning experience for all us. We are only human and make mistakes every day. We have to learn to let them go. They were mistakes and we are not perfect nor does God expect perfection from a imperfect being~and trust me I am about as imperfect as anyone can get. We have to learn to be a duck (that is one of my favorite sayings) and let things roll off our backs like the ducks let the water roll of their little backs. We have to then shake our tail feathers and pick up our feet and walk. That is what God wants for us to do in our lives.
You are our little earth angel and we all love you so much~now you have to love yourself just a portion of what we love you. That is one hard job to keep doing too. I know~we have to do practice it each day. Now let yesterday be yesterday and it is gone, just live right now and not in yesterday and things are going to be great! Everyones life is full of shouldda, wouldda, coulddas and they all belong in the garbage!
Know that you are loved here and we will pray for you always. I do and like Jacqui I need yours and everyone elses too. You can never have to many prayers being said for you!
It's not what you gather, but what you scatter
that tells what kind of life you have lived.
Brenda,
Thank you for understanding and being such a giving person. And always knowing the rights words to say. I look so forward in meeting you. Love you, Hugs & Blessings,Gail
Believe ! Each and Every Day.
301 pounds lost since RNY 10/26/06
Visit me @ www.MySpace.com/gail7616
Dearest Gail
I know how you feel, I have been having an internal battle with myself similar to yours since mid April. I wonder each day how I can seem to be so "together" on the outside and be such a mess on the inside. I have overcome many addictions in my life but food being a necessary evil is about to kick my a$$ unlike no other. No matter what I just cant seem to learn to "eat to live not live to eat".
I have gone so far as to get approval to have a gastric bypass to help myself lose weight. Part of the process is that I have to lose 13 lbs by surgery day. Its a battle I start each morning and by evening I have lost. How can I be so weak??? I have 23 days to get myself together and pull my head out of my behind. Am I self sabotoging again?? I always looked at my mom who took 13 pills a day because she is too heavy and thought when my life comes to that I will change....I didn't. Each year when I took my kid to Kings Island and the only thing I could ride was the bench I said next year will be different....It never was. Now I am signed up for bypass.....can I do my part??? Today I have my brain, it just doesnt seem to be wired right.
Jeannie
Jeannie,
We are all here for each other, thank you for being there for me. Right now I am here for you if you need me. my number is in directory.
Love Ya,
Hugs & Blessings, Gail
Believe ! Each and Every Day.
301 pounds lost since RNY 10/26/06
Visit me @ www.MySpace.com/gail7616
OH GAIL HUNNY DONT BEAT YOURSELF UP . I KNOW HOW YOU FEEL. I SLIP FROM TIME TO TIME AND JUST FEEL LIKE A NO GOOD CHEAT WHEN I DO AND SPEND THE NEXT 5 DAYS TRYING TO MAKE UP FOR IT.
YOU ARE A GOD SEND TO EVERYONE HERE AND WE ARE ALL HERE FOR YOU .
VICKI
P.S
I WILL BE CALLING YOU AFTER WORK ON TUESDAY . SO BE AROUND 430ISH
Gail
sweetie i to wear my heart on my sleeve but im becoming hard and i wont cry around anyone(i dont like this side of myself) but i think its from years of being evryones whipping post.
My mom is hateful with me and the other day she called me a fat a!! b@@@@..
I instantly reached for something to eat and then thoguht no thats what she wants is for me to fail.
But we are all human and food is a comfort, i drank a little big red the other day and hated myself for 2 days only and ounce but i knew it was wrong i thought if i dumped i deserved it...BUT I DIDNT.
so honey dont beat yourself up.we love you ms.gail
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