HOLY COW! Surgery 2 days away.. many different emotions now.

My surgery was scheduled for July 10.. but now my doctor is going away that week so it has been moved up to Tuesday!   At first, was just excited.... now that it is only 2 days away.. I am still excited, but I'm starting to get a bit nervous..... and yesterday I actually felt depressed.    I think the realization hit that soon I will not be able to eat like I use to.  I admit it.. I love food.. it is my comfort.. but I know I have to break that addiction so I can lead a healther lifestyle. What did you guys feel just prior to your surgeries?

~~jackie

I understand exactly how you feel. I had my surgery 11 days ago and I can remember just like it was yesterday the emotional rollercoaster that you have during the 2 day freak.  I was scared, excited, anxious, a little depressed. Just know that after your surgery you will know the meaning of live to eat and not eat to live. You will not have the urge for eating or really even drinking. I hate to eat now it's a job but to me that's a good thing. You'll be fine. Good luck, Sisera

Jackie, I am so excited for you as you start your journey on a new life.  I had surgery in May and I really never did get nervous.  My Dr. recommends that all her patients start taking an anti-depressant 2 weeks prior to surgery.  At first I declined as I had gone through the death of my husband without the need of meds and just didn't think I would need them.  But I decided she knew more of what I was facing than I did, so I agreed.  I am so glad I did.  I haven't really had to face the emotions related to the loss of food and really have done very well emotionally.  Actually I feel great.  I am so glad I did this and so will you.  Just remember to walk and sip your liquids.  They are SO important.   I look forward to reading about your wonderful progress. Peggy

Thanks Ladies.. I appreciate your replies...   Keep your fingers crossed for me!  36 hrs and counting.

I am so happy for you!  I have not been through surgery yet so I can't help you on that part.  I can say look how long you have waited for this and now its here.  This is an exciting time for you soon the pounds will be melting off.  Right now people are reading your post thinking I wished my surgery is only 2 days away. Including me. I am so very happy for you. Congrats Robin

Thanks Robin..  Only about 14 hrs away now.  I wish I could speed the clock up about a year from now!  LOL..